Grateful

So I had been having a really rough few weeks. I mean way straight up horrible . Didnt feel good , which made me want to do nothing for days on end. which is bad because i have work. where i actually have to work.sort of. and my mood will affect how i sell. which does kind of suck. well one day I commented on my mothers wall about how I missed her guts and how i just wanted someone to love me. She told me to make a grateful list every day. i've done it 3 days and i can already see a huge difference in my moods. Sure life is still rough , I still just want to lay in bed, and no , no guy wants to date me yet. but that's ok. because now as i'm going through my day I look for things to be grateful for. Today it mostly revolved around the priesthood. I've never really noticed how great this blessing is in my life. until I had to leave home. I mean yeah i grew up with the priesthood, and I knew my dad would gladly help out whenever I needed it. but there is something about the guys in my ward that make me SINCERELY appreciative of the priesthood. Me and Ginny, My roommate were talking about it tonight. there are 90% of guys we figured who just dont care who are seriously scummy guys. and we figure that the other 10% , the guys who are super nice , and funny , and willing are in our ward. And tonight, after our week of craziness, when we literally had to call over guys from our ward for blessings 4 times, we were super grateful for how willing they always were. willing and Ready. They ALWAYS wanted to know if there was anything else they could do, and they always stayed and talked to us ,making sure we were happier before they left. I have NEVER been more grateful to have such great men surrounding me. My hometeahers are the BEST I can honestly say the best i've ever had. our EQP. is way awesome too. Every other guy in our ward is cool too. Tonight Nate and Carl came over to give Ginny a blessing. and while we had never had those two in our apartment before we were quick friends. They are great guys too. I dont think anyone in our ward can complain. These guys also bring the spirit with them when they arrive. even if it's not for home teaching or a blessing. I appreciate that they are living worthy enough to have their priesthood. anyways , i have to be up early for work so i'm gonna peace out , but have a great evening :)