I thought I was going to die

We have been under a severe weather storm for the last oh 5 hours maybe? The tornado sirens went off Twice in an hour. Crazy. I was literally running around my house getting my "essentials". what were those? Check it out
Blankie
Cell Phone
Framed picture of carlitos , and one of me and carlitos
Letters from Carlitos
Photo album of pics Gustavo has sent me
The Giraffe Gustavo gave me for Valentines
Jolly Ranchers
and... My camera.
Yeah , i figured everything else , my mom would have in our 72 hour kits. Anyways it's still raining , and i'm needing to go to bed, so i opened my window to fall asleep to the rain. Wonderful idea my parents had. I'm terrified of Storms , so what better way to fall asleep.? I am one Confused human.

Today.

Today is a good day. I am making a mix tape for my bestie Liz.
I'm tired, but my Bestie Liz is coming over tonight , we are going to look at letters from Gustavo , Play wacky 6, and do stuff. Tomorrow I'm going to dye my hair again I think.
I miss my Gustavo. Very Much. I'll be ok though. Did you know he's been out 8 months this month? My how time flies...even when you're not having fun. that just means 4 months until he's been out for a whole year. I hear time REALLY flies after the year mark, but me and Gustavo both agree that time is already starting to pick up. at least it feels like it's speeding up. We can both feel it. I'm pretty sure I can make it to at least till the year mark. I'll deff be able to make it after that long.

Anyways... maybe i will take a nap. I'm so tired. so , so tired. Chau.