Bleh...

Ok so i'm not saying bleh about the day for once!! I've got to admit it...the first 3 days of 2009 have gone by most excellently. IT's so faboo... but what i'm saying bleh to is memories. They can just bite you in the butt sometimes you know. I'm not even saying bleh about BAD memories , but GOOD ones!! My sister's friend posted up pictures of her vacation in Vegas on facebook. and it made me miss the vacation Me and Carlitos went on to Vegas for a wedding. it's so lame. I NEED TO GO BACK TO VEGAS. nobody even understands. I MISS VEGAS. there's just something about being in a city that makes me tick. ahh i could spend forever on the strip and never get bored of it. i loved the weather in vegas , i loved everything. aghhh I think i'm going to go back to Vegas with Gustavo as soon as Possible!! k love you bye

Welcome to the real world.

AGHH so i got my check today. yup all 282.78 of it. sad thing is , it's all going to bills... yeah

Rent: 100
School:100
Phone:60
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260.00
and the 22 dollars that is left over from that goes to gas. so lame. i mean technically i could get the phone i want with this check and pay all that crap later with my next check , but to please my parents i'm pretty sure i should pay bills first. and even then they wont be too excited that with my next check i'm gonna buy a phone :s i may pay the first two i mentioned this check and then pay my phone bill when i go to upgrade my phone!! that would be cool. and easy. then with my 3rd check of the year , i could you know start saving money!!! for an apartment!!! yupi!! i mean i probably wont go to school this year after all. I'll save that for next year. I think my goal for the year will be to get enough money for at least 2-3 months of rent. that way i can move out of my house. that would be even better ,and well...managable while paying back financial aid.ok that's my idea of what i want for the year 2009 !!!

1000 miles can't keep us apart, cuz my heart is wherever you are :)

Wow first off i'd like to wish everybody a happy new year!!! The new year is going to be bittersweet for me. I have to say 2oo8 had it's ups and downs.

Ups:
Valentines with Gustavo
Meeting Gustavo's family
Actually all the ups involved Gustavo.

Downs:
I really dont want my family to take this the wrong way, but moving home.
The last time I saw Gustavo.
Gustavo leaving for his mission
Holidays without Gustavo.

Bittersweet moments:
Being there when Gustavo got his mission call.
All in all 2oo8 was mostly a good year because i got to spend half of it with my Gustavo. As weird as this sounds i think 2oo9 has potential of being a decent year. while i wont get to spend it with Gustavo , i just have a feeling something BIG is going to happen. and there's something about that unknown something that's keeping me optimistic about this year. What i did for New Years is i hung out with some old friends and some newly found friends. we went Bowling and had a blast. Anyways , i'm not sure what this year will bring , But i'm looking forward to what 2oo9 has in store :)

I'm wiped out

SO this is how my education future is looking so far. I'm gonna work and help put Gustavo through school... key word being help...and then Gustavo is going to do the same lol.Yes Gustavo i'm now planning your future too. I mean this probably wont happen, but it's the most realistic idea i've come up with so far. :( now for the wiped part. for christmas my sister Brett wanted me to burn all of the songs on my itunes onto cds for her to put in her car. well i have over a thousand songs on my itunes so what i've done is gone through all the songs, narrowed it down to songs she'd like ( 326) and then i've been burning them onto the cds for about 4 hours now. it's ended up being 15 1/2 cds. I'm done. good

Midnight Madness...

AGHH it's midnight and i have to work in the morning. I also have an appointment at the Institute i want to go to. in order to get my RN. But i dont even see the point anymore. in order to even qualify for financial aid , my mom has to sign something , and she wont. She doesnt want me going to this school and even if it was a school she'd want me to go to , she still wouldnt sign anything. why? because she doesnt want to help with financial aid again. The one thing i've wanted in my life, and i cant even do it. I finally found something i want to do , and i cant do it. It's so frustrating. I feel like i'm always going to be stuck at cfa and i dont want to be. I'm so lost and confused , and have NO idea what to do

It's like watching Anastasia!!

So ...today in church we had two of our returned missionaries speak in church. One of them just got back from the Kiev mission...isnt that in Russia? anyways. they asked him to bear his testimony in his "new native" language. and so he did . at that point in time i turned to my sister and said excitedly.."IT'S LIKE WATCHING ANASTASIA!!"
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