oh i almost forgot.

I'm hoping Me and Gustavo's daughter looks like this at 19. I also wanted to let ya'll know I'm in love with this song. :I run to you , by Lady Antebellum.

I run from hate
I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists
But I run too late
I run my life
Or is it running me?
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems
[Bridge]
When lies become the truth
That's when I run to you
[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby
When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you
We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin' right on through
[Bridge]
Our love's the only truth
That's why I run to you
[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby
When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you
Oh oh, oh I run to you
[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby
When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you, I run to you
Yeah
Oh oh, oh I run to you
I'll run to you girl
Oh Oh
I always run to you
Run to you
Run to

Twins...

So... Today I got to talk to Santi ( short for Santiago...) who just so happens to be Gustavo's younger brother. He is awesome. So while I shopped around for Jewelry me and Santi chatted it up. He told me my spanish has gotten better. His English has gotten better. Then he told me he wanted to come visit me in Georgia. I told him he should do it, and that I would throw a huge party with tons of hottie girls in his honor. This is the sad part. he told me " Afton!" I responded with :what? then he said" Te Extrano" and that did it for me. Wanna know why? because when Santi says certian things, him and Gustavo have twin voices. They sound IDENTICAL. and that mad me sad. because I miss Gus. It was good to hear from Santi though. It was like "hey good memories, come back ." I miss Santi. He's one cool guy.In other news. I gots a new swimmin suit. yay for that. We found a dead rat in the pool tonight though:( good story really. ask me bout it sometime. I was going to share some stuff i've realized about myself, but i've really forgotten most of it. I think i'll go to bed soon. maybe. anywho. it's time to sleep. RANDOM QUESTION: How many of you guys think that Jon is actually Cheating on Kate? I don't have a deff answer , but i'm leaning towards this theory: Jon and Kate+8 is losing uhm rating? so they're creating DRAMA to increase the tv rating. that's my theory. So yeah , lemme know your opinion.

I discover new things

Everyday I learn something new about myself . I will go into more detail tomorrow , but I will leave you with a funny thing I realized tonight. this is honestly all it takes.

One look at the bathroom, or even just thinking about the bathroom, even the word bathroom, and suddenly i have to go. Bad. Doesnt matter if i Just got off the toilet. if i even think of the bathroom , i have to go potty and take a shower.

it's really weird. I discovered this and started laughing. I'm pathetic.

Wanna know something ?

Wanna know something about long distance relationships?!?!
Yeah, they suck.

the end.

No seriously they do.

Amazed

As I was lying in bed last night...(laying, lying...whatever) I could'nt sleep so I was just there thinking. In the dark. This is what I thought about. My parents. It was weird, but I was just going over everything I knew about them. I know that at 19 my dad married my mom who was 21 at the time. When my Dad was 21 and my mom was 23 , They had me. So I was in bed thinking "was I ready at 19 to get married? -no" "at 21 will I be ready to have a baby? - half of me says sure why not? the other half says heck no. be happy you're not preggo." And now I look at my parents and after 23 years of marriage they're still crazy in love with each other.I wonder what it takes to keep the love that strong for 23 + years? I don't know. But I think it's pretty awesome. Anyways.I just thought i'd share that.