this may be the wrong thing to say...

But... I want Gustavo home, and I want him home now. I don't like this whole mission thing anymore. SURE I want him to be happy. NO , I'm not praying for it to happen. But I SURE AM THINKING IT. ALL THE TIME. I'm so done with it. I need him here. I think I just realized how much. Like seriously. I need him. he's pretty much , my life. I miss his hugs, kisses, everything about him I miss. I've missed him so much lately that it's actually making me nauseous. It's been like this since oh ... thursday night. yeah. He's the only one who understands me completely. He never pressures me into stuff I dont want to do. I got a letter from him and he was telling me how it was Raining in CALI, and how he remembered how we used to watch movies or General Conference during the rain , and occasionally...( like twice maybe..) I fell asleep on him. ( not literally ppls.) As I read this I smiled and thought .. I miss that, and I do. I miss him and everything we used to do like CRAZY. He's the only person I want to cuddle with. To Marry , fall asleep next to every night for the rest of eternity. and that's exactly what I want with him. ETERNITY. We could live in a snowball for the rest of our lives and as long as I was with him , i'd be happy. I'd be more than willing to live with him in S.L.U.T. forever. I think i'll dream of him tonight.

Like peanut butter and Jelly

Me and sticky, irresistable situations get along like Peanut butter and jelly. It's perfection how we were made for each other. We're old friends. I love you sticky situations :)

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This is a magical night of wonder.
My mom and i have agreed that we're losing half of our mail.

I'm still waiting for :
a wedding invite that my friend supposedly sent me
Gus letters... I actually dont know if he's written me. I assume he has
Quiz grades.
School package numero dos.

How do they expect me to continue my education if they never mail me the stuff i need. It's dumb. I'm so ready for this week to be over. even though i'm having a bit of fun. crazy me. I LOVE the fact that in 2 days i get paid. it will be wonderful good. I'm going to get my hair layered same length , just layered. It will be AWESOME. true that. yes. k gotta go to bed in my hot un-airconditioned house. ewwww. It's a necessity that my future home have AC. Hey gus. remember when the people never turned the AC OR heater on in your house? that sucked. this is 10 times worse. i think. maybe not.

The trouble with summer is :

Our air conditioning refuses to work.
Sims 3 wasnt as awesome as it was made out to be
Summer online classes.
Work (need i say more)
No but i will.
cant get to bed on time.
and did I mention work?
and that our air conditioning doesnt work.?
Oh yeah. I did. it sucks. I'm tired. Gustavo hasnt written or emailed me YET. there are things I simply need to know. what . the .HECK. I think he died. that would suck even more.let's hope he didnt. because it would not be good if he did. wow. I state the obvious when i'm tired. I shall talk to you more tomorrow. Maybe. If i'm not dying of hunger and lack of sleep. bye.

oh yeah

I forgot the bachelorette comes on tonight. Hey Gustavo. remember when i used to watch that in the computer lab at school? and i'd like randomly gasp and scream no!!! and you'd turn and look at me and be like what happened ? and i'd reply ... she kicked this dude off!! remember that? I do. lol .

Goodbye May.

Goodbye. I will NOT miss you . At all. I'm personally happy may is over. of course i'm not liking June too much either. But today is the first day of June and I feel like June deserves a chance to be the best it can be. this week is customer appreciation week. i hate that. bleh. why appreciate people who get mad at us because of dumb things.? I don't understand it. anyways. The SIMS 3 comes out tomorrow , and mommy is buying it for us. you had best believe i'm excited about that. anyways I cant talk for long because i have to study. ( Gustavo I know you're shocked by this lol. Face it. I do alot of things that surprise you :) and i do them good!) lol I love life. well for this second i do. Robby bobby and Brett are going to play wackee six with me tonight. yay for that :)