Scream.

That is exactly what i want to do right now . Scream. I just. I'm so done. lol i guess you are thinking : what is with the mood swings lately?

I'm a girl, that's what's with them.

I have a lady I work with, Usually I can put up with her relatively well. Today I got to the point where I had enough with her. And I guess i made it clear how I felt , because after i said something , she left me alone. hopefully it will stay like that. Mostly because i'm done putting up with it. That's mostly what my problem is today.

Other than that my motivation has moved to a zero. actually all of my levels are at zero. I have a zero motivatiion level , zero tolerance level... It's not like i'm completely unmotivated. I mean i still want to do things, I just am tired of needing to do them. Like work. like everyone else on the planet i'm sure, if i didnt have to work , i wouldnt. I would stay home and watch movies and cuddle with Gustavo all day everyday if things were free.

Right now the only thing I have motivation for is to pick up my check tomorrow and deposit it after a long day at work , and start school. after that motivation for much else kind of just leaves. Anyways. enough for today , i need to sleep. or try to. yup bye

Good day

Today was a better day than I expected. work wasnt too bad, hung out with Kevin and just talked. Which felt good.
Come home and have a letter so i can enroll in classes to become a medical claims and billing person :) excitement around every corner, plus the classes are online , so i get to stay home which everyone who knows me knows is PERFECT for me. and it's in the medical field , which is what i've always wanted to do. So Bueno to that.
Now , dad is taking Colby to tennis, Brett's doing whatever it is she does best, and i'm laying in bed preparing for a much needed nap. 4 hours of sleep just doesnt cut it anymore.Tomorrow i have off so i'm going shopping to get Gustavo a Easter AND anniversary card. I swear the 26th just creeps up on me each month. It's hard to believe me and Gustavo have been "together" for almost 2 years. crazy weird. but our 2 year anniversary will come right after his 1 year mission mark. WHOOOOPEEEE!!!!
My mamma is making me a quilt.. i believe she said for my wedding , but i wasnt really paying attention to our phone conversation to be honest . i was too wrapped up in the enrollment forms. So i guess that's whatever really. Yeahhhhh...I'm going to go to bed before i have people dying. of either laughter or boredom. yup . latah gatahs.