sorry

Sorry that I blog about Gregg so much , but if he'd stop doing things that made me super happy , i'd probably stop blogging about him so much. I just had to give an update on the thing that he does that is currently my favorite thing about him so far.

Gregg has this odd tendency to just wink at me. He doesn't do it on purpose either. He's told me so himself. Half the time he doesn't even realized he's winked at me. So I've made it a priority to let him know every time he winks at me. I tell him I love it because it's like his mind is winking at me to let me know that he likes me.

In other news I definitely slept in until 1 pm today. Not on purpose mind you. It just happened. I woke up at 9:48 in the morning for a second because Gregg was silly and left his cell phone in my room. He figured he'd just pick it up today , but forgot he had set the alarm. So needless to say I wake up to his phones alarm screaming at me , which literally made me fly out of my bed. After I shut the phone off and calmed down I just laid the phone in bed next to me, like I do with my cell phone. I then fell back asleep till Ginny knocks on my door , comes in ( with Gregg right behind her) saying Afton, Gregg is here.

I wont lie. At first I just picked up the phone , laid in my bed and reached out to give it to Ginny. Then I decided i'd be nice and say hi to my boyfriend. I'm glad I did.

I also have a good story to tell. So I've been debating what I wanted my major to be. I was trying to decide between English , History , and Culinary Arts. History never really felt right to me. So that narrowed it down to English and Cooking. In the shower I set my mind to Culinary.Alas tonight as I was talking to Gregg about blessings... weird I know , I got the strongest impression ever that I needed to go into English. So i'm going into English and trying to prep myself for all the papers i'm going to have to write. BOO. anyways. i'm going to bed. later

The Gregg

I love this guy. More than words. He is way more than I deserve and I have no clue how I got so lucky. He's always telling me i'm pretty. He tells me i'm beautiful when i'm in my pj's with no makeup on, when i haven't showered since the night before and my hair is all greasy. The times when I know i'm not pretty. or beautiful. the times when I feel the least beautiful.

He also just loves me. He puts up with my crazy mood swings , like last night when I went from insanely happy Afton to super sad Afton within 10 min. He knows when i'm sad and like last night will let me cuddle up to him and cry like a baby until I feel better. He listens to me. Then he will tell me everything will be okay,and make me laugh.

He takes me to work and picks me up too. which I really feel bad about , but he tells me it's okay. I appreciate him and all he does for me.

In other news. I have no clue what i'm gonna do. I am gonna go to UVU in the fall. but that doesn't start till September i think. I'm not sure. I feel like a mess of emotions. I feel like a mess in general. I don't want to go into nursing anymore I don't think. I'm not 100% positive yet though.

when i figure out what I want to do in my life i will let everyone know. For right now i'm making a pizza and then i'm thinking nap.