Story

Remember how a few days ago I said I wasn't going to write on here unless I had a good story? GOT ONE!! AND!! It would work for Awkward/Awesome Thursday. Also Scary Thursday. SO... here goes. Awkward story:

Gregg and I went to the Orem library so he could check out some books.( many of our dates have been brought to us by the Provo and Orem libraries.) Anyways. It's burning up , I'm beyond bored then BAM!! Instant entertainment. There , out in the courtyard, amidst 2 children running around and tons of people walking from one building to the next , a couple. Not just any couple. A deliciously P.D.A. filled couple. It was like watching G rated porn. No clothes came off , no uhm , procreative action going on at all. But the guy DID get to second base. There they were just making out and he just starts going up the shirt for her boobs. I couldn't look away. it's like these 2 people had no shame. I'm pretty sure Gregg and I walked around with throw up in our mouth that entire hour we were there. So while Gregg was busy picking out a book , I was busy telling him what exactly these 2 no shame , no... standards people were up to. I even made him promise me we didn't look like that in public. I know we don't because it's REALLY hard to get that boy to even give me a kiss in public , but still. It was gross. So that's the awkward.

The awesome is that I got Gregg to check me out a fairytale/folktale book out of the children's section of that same library. It's a very cool book of folktales and fairytale's from around the world. I'm very excited to read it. I think he mostly was willing to get the book for the fact that I went up to him and jumped up in down like a 3 year old and said "you've got to check out this sweet book!" I think a tear of joy rolled down my face when he offered to check it out for me.

The scary part of my day yesterday is that Gregg almost got hit by not only one of the buses , but by a van. Apparently people in Utah don't like to look where they're going. I can assure everyone those accidents wouldn't have been his fault. The van was especially scary because it was on my side , well they both were , but I was more scared of the van. Didn't turn on their blinkers and just started moving over. No warning. Freaked me out and was literally the first time i've ever heard Gregg use the horn on his car. People in Orem can't drive. the end.

Disclaimer , I don't watch porn , so maybe it wasn't G rated porn. BUT I know it's some pretty seriously bad stuff. and That's what this looked like. and I didn't "see" any skin aside from faces , so not being able to look away was pretty mild. Me defending myself is making this worse huh?

and...BREAK

So, friends. After blogging for 30 days straight , I've become so very tired of blogging. So I think I might take a little break. Unless something SUPER important ( by my definition,not yours.) comes up. Don't worry. I'll probably still blog on Sundays. It's just. I still have to finish writing in my journal. I'm almost done. So until that sucker is completely full , i'm going to write in it primarily. I just can't leave anything undone. In other news , I love Gregg. My Gregg. That boy is an angel I tell you. I'm so happy and blessed to have him in my life. So ... until we meet again , this is goodbye. which really makes me want to quote lyrics from one of Trains songs. Love you guys. ( I seriously feel like i'm breaking up with all you guys. I promise i'm not.)

Last Day :)

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

I know it says Someone , and I know my dog is not human , but I miss him. So much. Like crazy alot. It's been a year since my puppy has gone to heaven , but I miss him terribly. That guy got me through a lot. When I was sad , or stressed , we'd go on walks up and down the neighborhood , with him thinking he was walking me. When I cried he'd just walk up to me and sniff my tears then lick my face. I knew he was trying to kiss it all better. Most of the time it worked. When I moved out here last December I knew he didn't have much longer. I just didn't know how much longer he didn't have. Oh well. He's thought of often and his little footprint is on my dresser as a constant reminder of one of the best friends i've ever had :)

I've got a secret!!

Actually , I have a LOT of secrets. This particular one though ? AWESOME !! I'm very sad that I promised I wouldn't tell said secret for a while. OH MY WORD THOUGH. you'll like it. I promise !

Not so secret ? I'm not doing the challenge for today. Mostly because it's a repeat challenge I REFUSE to repeat. Plus. I think keeping a secret like this is challenging enough. OH BOY !!