Update

So , Me and Gustavo did break up. overall i think i cried for maybe 2 days and surprisingly i'm over it. it was hard those 2 days , but mostly i was crying for him. In my mind he didnt deserve what was happening. I also cried for me. I had planned out my life with him and finally decided over a months time, that that's not what i wanted anymore. I think me and Gustavo will always be really good friends , but as far as our future together i'm not sure. I dont think all that we had planned will happen , but maybe it will. Right now it's hard to tell. and i think i'm ok with that. This break up didnt affect me as bad as all the other ones did. I was sad with one , and bitter with 2 , but this one... i'm just ...whatever. Is that wrong of me? I feel i should be more upset because we dated for nearly 2 years, but i'm not upset at all.I dunno. anyways. my day is almost over...i slept in till 11am it's almost noon now, and i need to be in bed by 9 i think. so yeah...tragic. I've got to go do my laundry now....