bad day much?

today i found out my friend died. i also found out that one of my friends wants to commit suicide. sad day. i found out another one of my friends and coworkers quit today. but his wife is having a baby so that's fine. My boss is in Vegas , leaving me in charge of the store. i'm stressed already because of that. then the death news just kinda kicked me into overdrive sadness. Ginny my roommate that i've practically been glued to all month starts school tomorrow morning. Cody ( i'll get into him later) does not get back till thursday and so i wont see him till then which is a shame because i have a huge crush on him. like HUGE. Ryan has also been super busy at work ( new ryan not gay ryan) so i dont get to have fun with him either. so mostly i've spent the last few hours crying my guts out. i'm terribly sad. but my hair looks good. I dont feel like going to work with everything that's gone on today , but i figure if i stay busy i wont be so sad. i think i'll call mommy in the morning. that is what i really want to do right now , but it's 3 am in Georgia and i'm not that mean. not really.