my week

My week has been exciting and rough all at the same time. i'm trying to save up money , but so much happens, like i'll get sick or in today's case hurt. bad. like today i dunno what ha happened , but seriously my back is gonnnneeee. i'm completely useless. and in pain. i'm tired all the time, i'm stressed ,because i'm trying to come up with tons of money so i can move out to utah after christmas. I have a date already lined up out there but still. what if that falls through ? I'll be in Provo utah with only ONE friend , and no job. i'm gonna start looking harder for jobs. true life. and when i get out there i'll look around at malls n shopping places and see if i can't find a job there. if all else fails i'll make the hour long bus trip to salt lake EVERY DAY for a job. until i get a car. I wish i could take my automobile with me. gosh. life sucks. but is amazing all at the same time. I'm very curious to see what's going on with Gustavo. I dunno if i'll ever get that another chance i want so badly with him , but i do still love him and wanna know how he's doing. since as far as mystery situation goes, i'm bleh. more on that one later. well i've got to get to bed. Love and Peace.

Stop.

I'm just gonna stop planning my life for a little while and just enjoy it instead.Because i deff will not be getting married before this time next year. so i have AT LEAST a year to enjoy myself. Here's to moving to Provo in January and a fresh start