I'm gonna shoot for the stars!!!

I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH THE NEXT 2 YEARS OF MY LIFE AND I AM SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!

The plan is as of this moment.

Get Money
Apply to SLCC
Move to Utah
Get my Medical Assisting Associates Degree (3 semesters is all it takes)
Get a Medical Assisting Job.....
BE HAPPY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

I still need to run it by my parents and a few friends , but the future is looking bright!!!! I'm sooooo excited that i finally have a plan i can stick to for once. I PROMISE!!!!

Australia

By far the most AMAZING movie ever. It's practically 3 hours long , but 3 hours of Hugh Jackman goodness. I went with 4 of my friends , all of whom cried. I teared up at the end , but for some reason the tears just would not come. and the only reason i even teared up is because it reminded me of Gustavo. ahhhh I love movies.

This is basically my Journal.

So I'm pretty sure nobody but Gustavo reads this ,well and occasionally Brett. So this is my Journal. and since i'm allowed to write in my journal as much as i want i'm going to go ahead and Write another Entry .

So here goes.:
I just looked at an old friend of mine's facebook photo album and it was of her and her Husband. He had just gotten back from i guess Iraq , i mean he's gone again ,but these were pictures from when he was home. And it was so cute , he had been gone for 8 months , but in these pictures you could see how much they missed each other and Loved each other at the same time. It made me think of my Gustavo. I love him sooo much and it's the hardest thing ever for me Knowing he's in California knowing he's doing the Lords work , yet I cant see him. It's hard , but I know he misses me as i'm sure he knows i miss him. I also know that he loves me and and i hope he knows i love him. He's my best friend ,and my better Half. I also know that in two years when i'll be able to see him again , it will be a happy reunion. I know that in two years he'll return and never leave me again. and that makes me happy. I dont quite know what my reaction will be in the airport when i pick him up from his mission.. I think it will be a mixture of laughing and ALOT of tears ,hugs ,and kisses.

*sighs*

I dont think anyone can fully understand how much i miss him. How much i just want to cuddle up next to him and tell him i love him. It's hard , but when it's all said and done , i dont think i would trade this for anything in the world.

Happy Black Friday to all..

Yay for Black Friday!! so just kidding , but for me it was pretty entertaining. Usually days like today are NOT my family's cup of tea , but we were so tired of being inside the house we decided we had to get out. so we went to JoAnns and Target...and Target was my favorite...we park in the wayyyyyyyy back next to this couple (not even kidding) Making out. ewwwies , they were'nt even in their car , no they were in the parking lot...where EVERYBODY could see...Sluts. haha. anyways , my brain was about to explode i swear that's how bad my headache was. Then the Missionaries came over , they never call , they just show up...they're creepers , but I love them anyways haha..not really the one looks like PeeWee Herman...haha and the other one Has a wonderful voice... So i call them (Not to their faces) Elder Sexy Voice and Elder Herman. Anyways their creepers because they stop by our house every week seriously. The week they dont come by will be the week that i'll scream "THE SECOND COMING IS HERE" my mommy says it's cuz they're in love with me ...I wouldnt blame them...I AM good looking. haha but. I talk to them anyways because i feel bad if i dont ,because my gustavo is on his mission ,and so i feel it is now my duty to stick up for missionaries... NO PRESSURE REALLY. anyways , now that i'm rambling...Michael and Liz want me to go see a movie with them...i REALLY dont want to go anywhere today. seriously. BOOOOOO

IT'S THANKSGIVING!!!

HAHA happy Thanksgiving ya'll!!!
So it's thanksgiving and all i can think about is Christmas, i've totally got Christmas on the brain...all last night and all today i cant stop thinking about it.. It's just the most exciting Holiday of all , the tension that leads up to it , i could thrive off of. Mostly what i've been thinking about is how in the world do my parents do it? seems like it would be so hard now that me and my sisters are older , you know , sneaking presents into the house ,then hiding them where nobody but they can find them. It's amazing. I feel like this is the part of christmas that i'm gonna suck at when i have kids of my own. I think it will be good that i'm Going to have Gustavo as a husband ,because whenever my kids would say can we PLEASE open just ONE present early? I would totally cave , but Gustavo totally wouldnt. plus he's SOOOO good at hiding things. He has given me presents , and he'll get them months in advance and i could never find them , not that i looked but still...it's crazy. like the present he gave me for my birthday , he was telling me about last November...He's amazing. but yeah , i'm totally excited about christmas...!!!!

Things I know about my love

so i was listening to a song called I'd lie , by Taylor Swift ,and she went through a list of things she knew about this guy she liked...and the last part she says "and if you asked me if i loved him , i'd lie" anyways it got me thinking... what do i KNOW about Gustavo...so i figured i'd make a list , but i wont lie about loving him.

Gustavo"
1)His Birthday is March 26th...
2)His favorite Color is Blue...well , one of his favorites anyways.
3)He knows at least 3 languages fluently , but has been learning Chinese,Samoan,and French.
4)He has 1 brother and 2 sisters , and he's the oldest
5)He wants to go to BYU... ew.
6)He loves me.
7)He wants us to speak spanish and english in our home
8)He wants at least 5 kids
9)He HATES fruit.
10)He loves movies
11)He loves finance books
12)Age of Empires...
13)He's addicted to his Ipod...
14)Yu-gi-oh
15)He loves Coke...
16) Rice and beans is what he eats all the time , along with pork.
17)He plays the Guitar
18)He's a good kisser....
19)He loves to cuddle
20)He hates the cold as much as i do.

There that's one for every year he's been alive!!!

If i had a super power

I would choose night vision...seriously I hate having to go downstairs in the dark and feel my way around the house , running into walls and furniture until i can find a light switch , ahhhhh superpowers