So I called up the Manti Temple. We had a little chat that temple and me. Guess what ? The temple is PRETTY excited that Gregg and I will be spending 2 days with it. I kid you not. So I sent a hug it's way and hung up.
Want to know how the story really went ? I called the Manti Temple. They were closed for cleaning , but I talked to two very nice ladies who I promise seemed VERY excited that I was getting married there. They let me pick what room I wanted , they let me pick the time, They even let me pick how I wanted everyone dressed. Then they told me they'd be sending me a letter full of instructions. One of the nice ladies even told me she liked the way I wanted to do things. I hope I get to see her in person :) I think I will give everyone there a great big hug. I might even hug the temple. ( Is that allowed , because I really think it deserves one)
Anyways. That is my way exciting update :) Oh and also I wish Gregg would remember to take his charger to work sometimes so he can talk to me :)
Friday, April 22, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Midweek Crisis.
Okay so it's not really a crisis , but all I want to do is cry today. Nothing bad has even happened today. I just have this really huge need to cry. I don't want to cry ( and haven't cried yet ) because there is no reason for me to cry. So why bother. Plus Gregg says I cry a lot. Which is only mostly true , but not because I'm mad or anything. Mostly because i'm either A)Exhausted. B)Extremely happy and grateful or C)just super emotional and cry for no reason.
Today I want to cry because i'm so tired and I know I shouldn't take a nap. Last night was rough. You see when I was oh.. 16 or 17 I started getting what after lots of blood work doctors diagnosed as anxiety attacks. Meaning my body ( in my case ) flips out because it thinks i'm running out of oxygen and dying. So I start to hyperventilate and eventually , unless I get it under control , pass out.
Over the last few years i've managed to control it to the point that it really doesn't effect my sleep to the extremes. Last night however it was BAD. For the first time in years I seriously could NOT breathe. Every single time I came even close to falling asleep i'd stop breathing and shoot up gasping for air. So until about 5:30 in the morning I was awake trying to breathe and desperately praying that I wouldn't die.
Finally at 5:30 I figured the open window that was more than likely filling my room with unseen pollen and dust wasn't helping so I shut the window. Since the air conditioning wasn't turned on I kicked off my comforter and grabbed a thin sheet to lay under. I filled up my water bottle and turned on Brother Bear. Finally about 6am I was able to fall asleep. That's the majority of the reason I just want to cry. Other reasons include the fact that I miss Gregg SO MUCH.
That's all I wanted to write I guess. I'm going to try and take a nap. I don't even care if anyone thinks it's not a good idea including me. I'm exhausted and aggrivated with my body. So I think i'm just going to nap.
Today I want to cry because i'm so tired and I know I shouldn't take a nap. Last night was rough. You see when I was oh.. 16 or 17 I started getting what after lots of blood work doctors diagnosed as anxiety attacks. Meaning my body ( in my case ) flips out because it thinks i'm running out of oxygen and dying. So I start to hyperventilate and eventually , unless I get it under control , pass out.
Over the last few years i've managed to control it to the point that it really doesn't effect my sleep to the extremes. Last night however it was BAD. For the first time in years I seriously could NOT breathe. Every single time I came even close to falling asleep i'd stop breathing and shoot up gasping for air. So until about 5:30 in the morning I was awake trying to breathe and desperately praying that I wouldn't die.
Finally at 5:30 I figured the open window that was more than likely filling my room with unseen pollen and dust wasn't helping so I shut the window. Since the air conditioning wasn't turned on I kicked off my comforter and grabbed a thin sheet to lay under. I filled up my water bottle and turned on Brother Bear. Finally about 6am I was able to fall asleep. That's the majority of the reason I just want to cry. Other reasons include the fact that I miss Gregg SO MUCH.
That's all I wanted to write I guess. I'm going to try and take a nap. I don't even care if anyone thinks it's not a good idea including me. I'm exhausted and aggrivated with my body. So I think i'm just going to nap.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
I told you...
I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!! I wish I could make this a billion times bigger because I'M GETTING MARRIED !! in 108 days , but that's beside the point because I'M GETTING MARRIED.
I've been doing my happy dance for the last 2 days straight. I've just had a REALLY good week so far. It's only Tuesday ! I think it's finally sinking in though. I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON THE PLANET. no joke. So my happy dance continues. Sometimes I think I can't breathe because i'm so excited.
I'm SO EXCITED to be Gregg's wifey. I'm so glad I'm the one he wants to be with forever. I'm pretty sure I took the last good guy on the planet. I'd say sorry to all you other ladies , but i'm not sorry.
So picture if you can , me in my bedroom , late at night , running around and doing my happy dance. Which most of you have never even seen. Ask me about it sometime. It's pretty epic.
Plus I told you I stink at diets.
I've been doing my happy dance for the last 2 days straight. I've just had a REALLY good week so far. It's only Tuesday ! I think it's finally sinking in though. I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON THE PLANET. no joke. So my happy dance continues. Sometimes I think I can't breathe because i'm so excited.
I'm SO EXCITED to be Gregg's wifey. I'm so glad I'm the one he wants to be with forever. I'm pretty sure I took the last good guy on the planet. I'd say sorry to all you other ladies , but i'm not sorry.
So picture if you can , me in my bedroom , late at night , running around and doing my happy dance. Which most of you have never even seen. Ask me about it sometime. It's pretty epic.
Plus I told you I stink at diets.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Excitement
All day long ( In between my bouts of " oh i'm going to throw up") all I could think about is how excited I am to marry my best friend. I'm just so excited!! We're down to 110 days , or 14 weeks give or take. 3.5 months. It literally is all I can think about. I'm sure everyone just wants to throw up ,I kind of make myself nauseous sometimes , but I just don't mind.
Gregg was supposed to call and sing me my song tonight , he hasn't yet , but i'm sure he will. There is this part where he says " I know it won't be easy , I know it will be hard..." That's what we both know. We know it's going to be hard. I think we both know that it's going to be very worth it. Isn't it funny how there are some things in life you know are going to be hard , but you want to do them anyways ,because what you get in return is so worth the effort ?
All I can say is i'm beyond excited to marry Gregg. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me.So thanks to everyone for listening to me talk about Gregg. Again. I hope you guys have the most fabulous week , and i'll talk to you next Sunday!!
Gregg was supposed to call and sing me my song tonight , he hasn't yet , but i'm sure he will. There is this part where he says " I know it won't be easy , I know it will be hard..." That's what we both know. We know it's going to be hard. I think we both know that it's going to be very worth it. Isn't it funny how there are some things in life you know are going to be hard , but you want to do them anyways ,because what you get in return is so worth the effort ?
All I can say is i'm beyond excited to marry Gregg. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me.So thanks to everyone for listening to me talk about Gregg. Again. I hope you guys have the most fabulous week , and i'll talk to you next Sunday!!
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