howdy...

Yeah i just wanted to wish a happy , rainy, Friday to all. Such Beautiful weather yesterday turned into thunderstorms today. Makes me sleepy. well not sleepy but very lazy. Tonight I'm going bowling with a couple of friends...yupi!!! Anyways.My day is full of little chores that must get done. For everybody's happiness. so i'm going to bounce until later this evening when i possibly have better stories to tell.

It's our Anniversary..

Sooo happy 17month anniversary to me and Gustavo...

That's kind of beside the point. As of last night I have this desperate need to be in Utah. To be in Utah with Gustavo. I want both , but if I can just get back to Utah I would be one happy person. It's funny how a state I hated so much , would become one of the states I need to be in DESPERATELY...anyways I feel like this is going to happen me be back in Utah. I hope this year , but i'm thinking it will probably end up being sometime next year.

Anywho. I'm gonna run.

Boys are JERKS

I will tell my daughters this From the day they are born to the day I die. It's the truth and I dont want them to forget it. My mother has told me that for as long as I can remember. It's stuck. While she told us guys are jerks she paired it up with "So be sure to keep the guy who pretty much worships the ground you walk on". I've made friends with a guy who I just realized is a JERK. It made me think of how great a guy Gustavo is. How I should appreciate him more and what not. My friends are also having trouble with JERK guys. So from the very day my Daughters are born I will engrain in their minds how guys are jerks and how when you find the right guy , you need to keep him and love him and appreciate him, because not all guys are like that.

The simple things make me happy

So tonight was Dance...

Yes I had fun.
I'm actually getting pretty good I think
Apparantly Phillip thinks so too. He finally invited me and Liz to go to REAL dance thingies with him... which is a good sign. It means that we're good enough to take to public places where other people are on his level of dancing.
We only know the basic steps mind you, but I believe we are getting pretty durn good.
I feel like i'm finally doing something worthwhile with my time off.

So i'm not so much a bum. anyways , another simple thing that makes me happy?

Marble Slab ice cream.
My current flavor?
Banana and Chocolate Swiss mixed together with Graham Cracker crumbs mixed in with that... tastes SUUUUPPEEEEERRRRR good. BEST ICE CREAM EVER!!!

the end and GOODNIGHT

I love life....

I spent Last night and this morning just thinking. I love it when i have time to just sit down and THINK. While thinking I usually realize alot of things about myself that I might not have realized otherwise.
For example: Last night I was playing Volleyball and Dodgeball with the singles ward after FHE. I realized how much I really do love going to FHE and the singles ward in General. I have made so many friends , that I would've never met if I had'nt gone into the activities with a good attitude. I realized that all of us have a special bond with each other, the Elders included. We all have something we bring to that group , and nobody really cares who you were , or what situation you've come from , we just accept and like each other as we are. It's something that my family ward doesnt have and It's just refreshing to have that to turn to.
This mornings realizations consisted of things not so deep. Things like how addicted i am to Baths. I swear if i could i would spend all day in the bathtub.. until i was all wrinkly... or the water got cold. Then I would fill the tub up again.
I Remembered how much i Really do love my Boyfriend.I mean. It's been a tough 2 months. I've really been just worrying about if I really love him and want to marry him or if I'm just saying i want to marry him because everyone i know who knows us as a couple expects it. I decided that i really do love him. I had to lay in my bed this morning and just think about. It came while i was smelling the Giraffe he sent me. He had sprayed his cologne all over it so it smells like him. well It got me thinking about all the fun times and not so fun times we had spent together. It just made me realize that without him... I'm still me , but a confused , unhappy me. I dunno. We just belong together. So as of right now i'm a little less overwhelmed about the whole situation i've been put in .

That's about it. I'd just like to close with a random thought of the day...
My house makes noises. It's very true. 3rd time that i thought someone has been in my house. Nobody here but me :)

I will blog again... soon

I'm tired and have been losing the desire to do much lately. I blog religiously and then go on vacation. during those 4 days of relaxation , i have lost the will to do much of anything. I'm such a boring person. So i've decided I will do a real blog soon. Right now i'm too darn tired. Peace out boy scout