lay down and cry.

That my friends is my plan for the day. Literally. I'm going to lay in my bed and cry and cry and play sad tunes on my iPod so I can cry some more. If I had Radio the movie , I would then watch that. Who knows. Maybe roomie has some good tear jerker's. Why does life have to be so cruel to me ? Sure I've done A LOT of stupid things ,but every time I try to make stupid things right , life decides that it needs to get complicated RIGHT THEN. For instance. I finally got a job. Said job pays me late. Still in time to pay rent though. So what do I care ? Turns out life had to get complicated right then by telling everyone not to cash said check. So I can't pay rent on time. Deadline to have job project done is next week. With no money I can't get to the place I need to be for the project. gah. I need this job to pay off debts. From t-mobile. and to pay future bills. like phone. and to save up for a car so I don't have to rely on other friends. SO , moral of my story? Why when i'm trying to do something good , and straighten my life out so I don't have problems down the road , and so Gregg will want to be with me , Does something pop up ? Why when i'm trying to be responsible does something happen with my life that makes it seem like i'm NOT being responsible. I don't understand. I told Gregg to feel free to dump me whenever he gets sick of dating a mess just waiting to happen. That I wouldn't blame him. He just told me that I would , and snuggled me and told me all the reasons he loves me . Which included because he can fart around me and I don't get mad at him. Oh the simple things that win a guy over. Anyways. I'm going to go get some food to eat while I wallow in self pity. Feel free to join in or tell me you're never going to talk to me again. Or judge me . Or in my parents case lecture me. It's whatever at this point. I'm trying to grow up and be responsible , turns out i've learned my lesson. 10 years too late. Sorry folks.

challenge day 6... yeah.

okay friends. Here's the 4-1-1 , the down low , the inside scoop. Today's ( Technically yesterdays ) Challenge has been REALLY tough on me , but after a talk with my favorite man , I have confirmed my decision. Today's challenge was...Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.

Truth is friends.I don't want to change places with anyone for a day. Seriously I put some thought into it. I thought maybe Courtney , because she's just so darn cute , but then i'd be with the wrong brother for a day. Then I though Bill Gates , because he's so darn rich , but I knew i'd only be rich for a day. Then I thought uhm Sydney from the daybook , but again ,i'd be with the wrong boy. Out of everyone I thought her life was the MOST perfect life ever. Then I talked to Gregg. I brought it up cleverly too I might add. It went something like this:

ME: If you could trade places with anyone for a day who would it be?
Gregg: NOBODY ! I couldn't be with you !!
ME: Really?
Gregg: Yeah.

Turns out boyfriend doesn't want to trade places with anyone for the same reason I don't want to trade places with anyone. I know my life seems rough , and I know it's not going to get any easier anytime soon , but I wouldn't trade my problems and Gregg for anything or anyone else in the world. Turns out I mean a lot to Gregg. Obviously if he's stuck with me this long. I also can't believe that i've been with the most amazing guy for almost a whole year. Gregg is my rock and the one person who can calm me down. He plays guitar and sings silly love songs to me. He also sings songs about poop to me , but that's just because he's trying to be funny and make me laugh. He also helps me out when i'm super stressed by helping me think of EVERY single possible way to do something.

Like Ginny , my other friend. She is a lovely lady. Next Friday she's coming over and we're going to have a photo shoot. Today she came down and we went to Cafe Rio and Cocoa Bean. and she bought me food. I love that girl. She's like the twin sister I never had. It should be illegal for us to hang out. We're lucky it's not. We talk about what we're going to do when we're rich. So far it's shopping spree , spa day , and...Ginny , where did we say we were going to eat ? Oh yes. Pirate Island. We're going to eat all the pasta our bodies can handle. Then maybe we'll go shop some more. So let me know what you want me to buy you when i'm rich. I'll write it down on my list and we will be happy.

Other than that. I discovered , thanks to Erin , how to see where people have been checking my blog out from. I've got people from Canada , USA , and ... Mongolia ?? Reading my blog. It's pretty sweet.So keep it coming people! tell all your friends about me. Tell them they're sure to get a kick out of MY FAIRYTALE LIFE!! ( How's that for marketing? ) Haha stay tuned for today's later Day 7 blog :) Stay classy my friends. stay classy.

Dumb.

My new blog layout would be okay if I could just get the dang header to center.but it won't AND on top of that I lost my cute background. So I chose the second cutest. I'm so sad.

Pre Day 6

So today's post is going to be REALLY hard for me. Honest. So while I think about what i'm going to post let me just brag about my boyfried again. Except for it's kind of bragging about me too. So I've been on this diet for 3 weeks now right ? Well Gregg and I were watching Simpsons , and Gregg looks at me and says. " you've been losing weight." I say I guess so , how can you tell. He said that " you're skinnier, ( is that how you spell that)and your face looks thinner." YES my friends. I am losing weight. Gregg saying that my face looks thinner has proved that! I don't have a thin face when i'm skinny by any means, but I do NOT have a fat round face . So in conclusion. I'm losing weight and my face is loving me for it. Okay i'll post later when I can think of what to post for the challenge. Stay Classy :)

Day 5 ya'll :)

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.

Okay folks. Pictures of my favorite memories. I only do this because I don't ACTUALLY have the pictures from said vacations on me. My favorite memories are 1) My trip to Hawaii. Oahu , not Kauai. Kauai is LAME. Oahu was awesome. I still remember shopping at the flea market , all the cool juices we got to drink for breakfast , the pineapple plantation , walking to the mcdonalds that one night when the waves were CRAZY high and crashing onto the side walk. I remember that memorial thingy ... what's it called again ?! I forget. You know ? With the boat ? and all the dead guys ? and December 7th? Yeah that place. I feel dumb now. anyways. That place.

Next up is the wonderful world of Disney. Let's not kid ourselves , everybody loves Disney world. ESPECIALLY epcot ? No ? That's just me ? Oh well . Your loss. It's my favorite. In fact my favorite ride there is also the most "boring" ride there. You guys are weird for thinking that. It's inside, air conditioned , dark , and the seats spin. PERFECT nap ride. I could ride that ride over and over and over again. well there you have it folks . my favorite memories.

Let me just sayyy

Let me just say how much I love boyfriend. I'm pretty sure I tell ya'll this all the time , but he really is the best.I go to answer the door when he comes over and the first thing out of his mouth ( and it always is ) was "hey good lookin' you look beautiful" and then he kisses me. Then I asked him to help me straighten the books in my closet because they are on the tippy top shelf and I can't reach them. (Look , I never use them, so I put them on the top shelf with a chair. Then roomie knocked them over.)Then we go to get my shoes on and that boy tells me he loves me and kisses me again. Once that boy starts kissing me I don't want him to stop. He's the best kisser ever. then we went to walmart. got more diet juice. then we went to his house , where we talked to TJ. Then we go watch Simpsons. Well friends. While I was cuddling that boy watching Simpsons , I'm getting drowsy. He whispers so cute like in my ear " I love you Afton" I just snuggle into him closer. A few minutes later , boy whispers in my ear so sweetly again " I love you so much Afton" I'm pretty much a puddle by now. I whisper back I love you Gregg. You know what that boy says then. " I know you love me." See what a great guy I have ? He holds my hand and tells me he loves me.That is love right there. Then we go to play zombies. But I don't like the new game. So I was kinda sad that Gregg just HAD to play that version. I don't like it the zombies are harder to kill and kill me like crazy. SO after Gregg has his moment of stinky zombie killing he says we can play the other game. He can't find it , but he said he was willing to go out in the cold to get it. Yeah . That never happened ,but that's okay. it was COLD. We talked about heaven and stuff and then he took me home. yes. that was my evening , I'm sorry I didn't split this into paragraphs. I'm just not thinking in paragraphs. anyways. yeah. I love my boyfriend. SO MUCH.

Day 4.

Day 04 - A picture of your night.

I'm pretty sure my night looks like everyone else's hahaha. But really. I don't have a picture of my Typical night , so I put up a picture of the moon. Because there's always a moon in my night.I can go over my nightly routine if you'd like. yes ? Okay.

If I'm hanging out with Gregg before bed : Usually if i'm going to be spending time with the boy and know i'll go straight to bed after he takes me home ( or before he leaves ) I'll change into the pj's. Then i'll brush my teefies, and put on deodorant. I'll also brush my hair. Just so I look pretty. Then i'll turn on my heating blanket that way my bed will be all nice and warm for my cold body when I get back. And that is pretty much the routine for that situation

If i'm not with Gregg : If i'm not with Gregg this is how it usually goes.Turn on my heating blanket. I'll go potty , brush my hair and teeth , potty again , put on deodorant, potty again , lay down in bed , potty again , lay down in bed , potty again , lay down in bed. Sleep.

No joke my friends. I go to the bathroom THAT much before I fall asleep. It's annoying. Anyways ,that's day four of the challenge. Happy reading to ya!

hip hip hoorayyy

Turns out job number 2 worked out after all !! Isn't that exciting ?!Just in time too. for vday and rent :) I love life. I'll do day 4 of the challenge later i promise. i just had to share my exciting news.

Holy Hannah

oh my word you guys.( which in turn makes me want to scream " hey you guyyyyssss") Today. I am tired. beyond belief. Seriously. I want to curl up in a ball and sleep forever. Or for at least 12 hours. BUT that can't happen. Because I still have to clean my closet. and desk. which is stinky . Not literally , I just don't want to do it. Maybe i'll put it off. I shouldn't though. because my closet is a mess. I have a small closet too. not a walk-in , but I would barely call it a closet in general. Acceptable for a boy. I'm however jealous of Gregg's closet. which is not quite a walk in , but Definitely a walk in compared to MY closet. Do you think he'd be willing to trade me ? Or let me live in his closet. Because I could. He would not even notice I was there.Just kidding. I just really want a bigger closet. Honest. Anyways , i'm going to go debate the clean closet or shower issue. Maybe i'll turn on some music and clean. I like that idea. okay i'll do that. love ya'll !!!

Day 3.

I won't lie I've been SO excited about today's blogging event for the challenge. so here goess :Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Okay , so I don't have one favorite. I HAVE A BILLION !! But I will say that these 3 are my all time favorites. I literally have about 7 more , but these definitely make my day every time I watch them. We'll start with the Office. This show makes me giggle. Gregg and I watch it together when we can , but sometimes that's not possible. I laugh and i'm extremely sad that michael is leaving , but I know it's good for Steve so I can't be too sad. Then Ghost Adventures. I love this show. I don't know if it's only because I have a secret celebrity crush on Zak or if I just like scaring myself or because I think this kind of stuff might actually be possible. Either way Gregg harasses me about loving it as much as I do . It's just a subject I don't bring up around him. Finally Bones. OH MY WORD. Booth is the hottest thing since a hot tamale. I will admit the love tension between him and bones is what keeps me watching this show. I want them to be together soooo bad. So anyways , those are my favorite shows.

Boyfriend love

Definition of a good boyfriend : A boy who when you wake up from a nap in his arms (what can I say ? I fell asleep on the couch while watching the simpsons with him. ) freaking out because you had nightmares and an upset stomach , goes looking for medicine , and when he can't find any sits down beside you , pulls you into his arms and lets you snuggle and talk to him until you feel better. Even though it's late and he has to be at work early in the morning. That my friends is true love. Definition of a good boyfriend : A boy who is willing to challenge you. Willing to help you grow. Who is willing to do whatever it takes to help you accomplish a life long dream of yours. That is a good boyfriend. Definition of a good boyfriend : Someone who will have debates with you about politics and the economy, but never gets angry or says the way you view things is wrong. Someone who is open and willing to see that there's not just one way of doing anything. Someone who can be open minded and wants your opinions. That my friends is what I have in my boyfriend. He's everything I could ever ask for and more. I find more and more things that I appreciate about him every day. I love him soooo much. I'm grateful to have such a wonderful guy in my life.

DAYYY 2

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.
Okay , so this isn't the BEST picture of any of us , These two lovelies I have known the longest. I mean my mother has known me for 22years and 10 months!!!! ( my age plus the 9 month pregnancy plus january.) So here it is. Oh and my dad too. They are awesome people.

Never mind

I was going to post a blog with a Gives me hope , but I couldn't find any that really stuck out in my mind. I don't think i'm ever going to get married. I don't think it's in the cards for me. I guess i'm okay with that. This little rant brought to you courtesy of my very odd dreams. Which I think i'll get back to.

30 day challenge. Dayyy. 1!!!

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.

1) I am 22 years young
2) I have 2 parents.( mom and dad) and 2 sisters ( Brett and Colby)
3) I have the most amazing boyfriend ever ( Gregg Earl)
4) I love taking pictures
5) I'm a stormin' Mormon
6) I love the sushi. yum
7) I love Victoria's Secret.
8) I'm little (5'2" )
9) One day I want a blog as followed and popular as The Daybook.( i'll link latah)
10) I love my boyfriends family as much as my own. :)
11) I have 3 besties. ( Gregg, Ginny , TJ)
12) I love playing legos. A LOT
13) I love Giraffes , they are my favorite animal. EVER.
14) I hate hospitals. with a passion
15) I'm addicted to Facebook. ( I regret nothing )

Yesterday.

Yesterday I got free laundry. Yesterday I looked 100% fantastic.Yesterday I spent all the live long day with boy. Yesterday we went to the SMALLEST aquarium known to man kind. Yesterday we hung out with Ginny and played legos and rockband and entertained her newphew Jack. Yesterday Gregg loved me this much <---->. Yesterday I went to bed at 11:30pm and slept ALL night. Yesterday was a GOOD day.