Bubble Bath

Today ..., was a bubble bath day. You know those days where almost nothing goes right. I can count on one finger the amount of things that went right in my day today. well okay on two fingers. 1) Gregg came over. On time. 2) My work called and I start tomorrow morning. which is really a mixed blessing. actually. I'm not a morning person , but as Gregg so kindly pointed out. I need the money. So although i'd rather be with him. In Delta this weekend.I will be here. working. So I can pay rent. And T-mobile. even though I shouldn't have to pay T-mobile. but I will do It I guess. Even though right now it seems like i'll never get that paid off. Right now I feel like my life keeps trying to start , but then decides not to. It is really beginning to stress me out.On top of all this my anxiety attacks are getting super bad again. They started kicking up again the other night really bad while Gregg was here. He didn't know what to do. He later confided in me that he was seriously considering getting me to a hospital. I really can't complain. My only real stress is coming from T-mobile. In other news a girl at my apt complex got raped super bad last night. So the Branbury is going crazy. We're not allowed to walk alone anymore. My apt has decided to lock our doors no matter what. They're even going to cut down a LOT of the trees around the river and stuff. Because here's what happened. Apparently the guy who raped the girl beat the crap out of her, raped her , then hid her in the bushes. about 4 hours later she finally came to and dragged herself out onto the path where half an hour later someone finally found her. I'm really scared to live here now. But I guess you're not really safe anywhere. I should go to bed. Since I have to go to training tomorrow. boo. later taters.

for the record

I got to touch the most beautiful ring on the planet today. No joke. and I want it SOOO bad. I think a piece of me is sitting in the store with that ring. :( and Gregg just laughs at me.