Blucky...

That my friends is Bleh and Yucky combined. That is how I felt when I woke up for work. Last night was ok.After venting my guts out to you I talked to Gregg on the phone ( Our first phone call... eek!! ) and he made me feel way better. He always does. Then Gregg told me he'd take me to work and pick me up. because my bike is flat. again . and i have no clue where 60 psi is. so I'm gonna work on it tomorrow and just air it up until it feels right. anyways. So I worked till 4... then Gregg came and picked me up we had tons of fun and just kinda chilled until he decided he was hungry , but didn't know what for.

After a wonderful adventure we ended up at Bajos or something and ate nachos. and had fun. then we drove home , and he put in some movie. which was kinda boring for me to listen to , so i just stared at him while he watched the movie. then he decided he was tired and didn't feel good. which brings me to this

I think I have mono. again. I hope I don't and I certainly hope Gregg doesn't. But it totally makes sense. I didn't even think about it until Dan the guy I work with mentioned it. then i was like CRAP. so i'm going to start taking like i dunnos. and hope that I get better. anywho. i'm going to bed. because i'm tired. and because for the first time in like 2 weeks , Gregg was out of the house before midnight. anyways...

Bittersweet

I hate my job. I hate my Computer. I hate the economy. I hate the fact that Kim is making Ginny sad. I just want everything to be happy.

I like Gregg. A LOT. When i'm with him everything is Good. All my worries melt away. I'm where I need to be with him. Well for right now anyway. We talk , we laugh... we do everything. We're weird together. It's perfect. in all randomness it's now 1:23 am. haha. anyways. I wish ... I wish Gregg and I have been dating for longer. I never want him to leave.

I want to cry. tears of joy. tears of sadness. I just want to cry. I want to be with my mommy and daddy. Sad thing is , is that the other day before the movie Gregg took me to , there was a preview for a dog movie. I cried during the preview because i miss my puppy.

My mom waited to tell me because she didnt want me to be alone when I heard the news... but what about every other time ? Who's supposed to be here for me now ?! I just want to come home. I want some place to call home. I want someone to love me. For all my flaws and imperfections. I'm so emotional. ( p.s. the news is that my puppy got put to sleep)

anyways. i'm going to cry myself to sleep now. I'm so full of so many emotions. and nobody wants to hear them. not all of them. It sucks.

haha Facebook Official Haha

So... Gregg and I are officially facebook official. Which As much as i think it's retarded, it's also a big deal for me. it's weird. Then Gregg turned out to be more observant than he lets on , and found this blog right off the bat. That crazy kid. He happens to be my favorite. At that point I freaked because I had NO CLUE what I had written about him on here. I didn't want to embarrass myself so I told him he had to stop reading. I'll check it out in a few and see if he can read it again. lol.

After work Gregg picked me up. We went to sonic for lunch/dinner well he got a drink. I got food, because frankly I was near starvation. He's my hero too. For just going along with my stomach and taking me out when I ask. Sometimes when I don't ask too. Then we came home, and then left again to get Ginny some Printer paper.After spending an hour at Wally World we came home. While he checked his facebook for the first time in FOREVER, I chatted it up with Elder Salsman...my friend who leaves for his mission tomorrow.

After Johnny left Gregg decided to dance with me. So we danced and he decided we should go see a movie. So we went and got ice cream and then went to the Provo Mall to go see how to train your dragon. That my friends is a most excellent movie. then we came home , watched like 2 episodes of The Office , at which point Gregg decided he should go home because we were both falling asleep on the couch.

He's a good guy and I really appreciate that in him. other than that i've simply worked ALL DAY. I'm definitely not looking forward to working tomorrow. Or the meeting. In other news , Our apartment is COMPLETELY out of toilet paper... I'm going crazyyyyy. It's gross. so anyways. I'm gonna go to bed. later taters!!

100%

I am 100 percent sure I DO NOT want to go to work tomorrow. I'm even more sure that I would rather NOT go to the meeting on Wednesday that goes until 11 pm. I hate my job. Why can't I have a normal job. one where I work oh...12- 5 or 6 ? then come home... and have weekends off.Oh well. At least I get Mondays off. yeah. anyways. i've gotta go to bed. boo

The Devil is in our Apartment

Ok , so she's not REALLY the Devil , but I sure do HATE her like she is. Her name is Kim... and personally i'd rather eat roaches than know that she is sitting in our living room on the couch. I think she's spending the night , which means Afton will not sleep well. ( Yes I do not sleep as well if someone I don't like is within 50 ft. of me. ) I'll get over it though. MAYBE.

Today I skipped church , and the John Bytheway Fireside. I simply didn't want to go. Well I was tired too, but this is the first time my Roomies lemme get away with it because I was tired.

Then at like 9:30 my Gregg came over. And we went on a walk. Then when we were ALMOST home we decided we were too tired to walk at that point so we just sat on a bench and talked. We do that a LOT lately. Which neither of us minds, because we didn't do it so much the week before. Cool thing is though , We have a ton in common. which is good. because that makes the fact that we like each other a whole lot easier.

Anyways... I don't want to leave ,but i'm tired. and yeah. so I guess i'll talk to ya later :)