playpen...

Gregg and I always have the most interesting conversations. Yesterday I had a little bit of a stress breakdown yet again. For some reason Gregg always comes during the worst of them , because i'm always stressing lately. He just comes when the tears happen to be flowing. ANYWAYS... somehow we got to talking about how suicide is like settling for a playpen when you could have disney land. Which is really sad , but true when you think about it. Which had both of us laughing. So thanks for that Gregg. ( Not that either one of us is suicidal because we're not.) anyways. I'm just stressed all the time. I'm not sure where my life is going or where i'm supposed to be , or when i'm supposed to get married or to who , but through all my stress i'm calm. Sort of. What I mean is that while i'm stressing I know i'll be okay. I know that no matter what happens i'll be okay. I'm watching Wipeout right now and that's ...cool. anyways. Happy Birthday mem. I LOVVVEEEE YOUUUUUUU. bleh. anyways. I need to clean for cleaning checks. blehhhh.