Cruise Tomorroww!!

So hi.
Batteries for camera charging? Check
Suit? Check...
yes. i'm ready. lol now if only my tummy would feel better :(

Short term memory loss

I PROMISE when I logged on I had something super important to say. I thought of it at work and kept thinking about it just so I would remember it. Alas, as soon as I log on, I forget. but in good news. today consisted of NEW MOON, email from Gus Gus ,and facebook chatting with...( drum roll pleasssseeee) BIG BROTHER BRAD!!! fresh off the mission :) I love my brother !! and just between you and me , my big brother loves me too. now i know all you with big brothers who hate you are pretty jealous. but me and my brother ? we're tight like that.

the day smelled of s'mores.

Today didnt smell of s'mores , tuesday did. I just was too tired to write that then. I was sitting at work , opened the window in drive thru , just enjoying the cool rainy air when ...the breeze kicked in. And you know what ?!? it smelled like s'mores. which made me start craving one that second. I also have a view of the food depot from where i work. It's kinda a pathetic grocery store, but the way it looked at 10 am in the dark drizzle weather , made me think of the people inside grocery shopping. of course that made me want to be inside the store myself pushing a shopping cart buying groceries for the week. or whatever. Random fact: I'm a list person, in fact , as i'm writing this i'm going down the list of things at work , that i wanted to talk about on here. Like I'll be at work ,or anywhere really , and i'll think of something I just have to blog about , or do , and have found that unless i make a list. i'll forget it. so i'm covering my list. So we have not put hunter to sleep yet ,and mommy decided it wouldnt happen this week. she loves that puppy and frankly i'm glad he doesnt have to die yet. ok now to something a little more pathetic and i'm rather ashamed that i'm about to admit this on my blog, but guess what? i just walked through my room , in the dark , without tripping on something. that's a first since oh... october 11th? sad huh. that my room is so messy i trip on the way to my bed. silly me. ok so next week i'm going on a cruise. it will be my first , and most likely my last. my mom got seasickness pills, just for me because she thinks my sisters will be ok , but since i'm the one who gets car sick , i'll be the one to get boat sick. yay for a mother who knows me all too well. then 2 weeks after the cruise i'm leaving for utah. yeah , sooner than expected, but i was super stressed until today when somehow things started falling in place. i'm going to have enough money from my grandfather coming ,for 2 months of rent. which makes me happy. plus i'll have 2 paychecks coming too. so , that's good. i'm feeling a little less stressed. anyways, i'll do what i can to talk tomorrow , but might not be able to. so play it by eye... hehe . peace out boyscout.

Dear Blog

Dearest Blog,
I promise I will write in you in length tomorrow. truth is i'm too tired to be doing anything. I should be sleeping. but i'm not. the end. I'm terribly sad I missed the Meteor shower I so desperately wanted to see. I love looking at the sky at night. "Stargazing" is probably my favorite thing to do. Guess what. I have great and exciting news. that i will share with you tomorrow. anyways. i'm going to bed, so i can be pretty tomorrow lol. K bye

Cruiseee!!

I'm so exhausted. like literally im tired. i'm tired of trying to cram tons of medical information in my brain. i'm tired of putting up with stupid ppl at work. even though i know i only have 5 more weeks of that. i'm tired of being tired lol. but i love the fact that i'm getting money. and i'm thinking it's hilarious that i keep having a dream that i beat the crap outta my ex (ryan) makes me giggle every night. I smell from work. one day i shall take a picture of how hot i dont look after work. mah i'm so sleepyyyy. can't sleep. and i hafta open in the morning. i'll be leaving soon. k bye.