Not Enough

Let me tell ya'll. 3 WHOLE days with Gregg just isn't enough. I haven't seen him for 5 hours and i'm already going crazy. i'm serious. I spent Monday night through This morning in Delta with him and his family. I loved it. last night we went stargazing and I can honestly say I've never EVER seen so many stars in the sky. Yesterday We just chilled in our PJ's all day. We also played Mario Kart and Risk. I lost. both games. anyways. I think I will attempt to sleep. It will probably end up being a nap. I am so tired of having to pee every 5 min. which i'm sure everyone wanted to know. but ... doesn't change the fact. anyways. i'm gonna peace out. more from me tomorrow :)

I'll be missing you

I haven't seen Gregg all weekend. I haven't missed anybody as much as I miss him right now. well okay maybe my family. But It feels like I haven't missed anyone as much as him. I am almost concerned something is wrong because he hasn't come over in the last 2 days. Not that i'm clingy or needy... okay i am needy, but not to the point that I need him to be around all the time, but let's face it. we've dated for a month now and this is the first time I haven't seen him. He's usually over here ALL the time. no joke. Maybe he just needs a break from me. I would think that he'd let me know though.

Maybe i'm over reacting. I tend to do that. but... really. I hope he comes over tonight if only for a few minutes so I know he's okay. I think i'd feel a lot better if I just knew he was okay. Maybe if I sleep i'll feel better about it. I hope so. OH and he's going home to visit tomorrow... so if he doesn't come over tonight that means I will not get to see him until like...I have no idea. I'm dying. really.okay ... okay. nap. i'll leave everyone alone and take my worries about Gregg being dead to my nap. gahhhh