HAPPY FEBRUARY!!

So happy february.. my computer lives in Utah apparantly which is why this is posted under January , but it's deff february.
I got to see underworld tonight. it was such an amazing movie. the best part is that i got to see it before Gustavo. i've waited all my life for this moment. What cracks me up is he's the one who got me into the whole Underworld thing..and i got to see the movie before him. I am one happy camper :)

I might actually cry.

I found the Apartment of my dreams. I NEED me and gustavo to live there... Only problem is that it's just over our budget.by like a hundred dollars. Unless by some miracle either me or Gustavo happen to find an AMAZING job.. i'll end up crying... how sad.

oh my arms

after an hour of learning how to Waltz we worked on Technique and "Ballet arms" ooouuuuccchhh. but it was well worth it... i know a few basic steps of waltz. and after dancing with a really good teacher... i got stuck with somebody who couldnt dance at all. now i feel bad for phillip my teacher for having to dance with me , but i feel like i've improved so much so mabye it's not so bad for him anymore. but oh my gosh. my rookie partner thinks he can dance , so he sat there telling phillip that he ( robert) could teach the dance better than he ( phillip) was. by the end of the night i'm almost positive that me , liz , and phillip were ready to kill robert. But i CAN not wait for next tuesday at 7 o clock... that way i can dance with phillip again :) he's my favorite teacher ever... we're going to try and make it a weekly thing so i'll be learning tons of new dances... and maybe i'll have a perfect ballet arm by the end of this :)

EWWW...

I think i'm allergic to our shaving cream. I get all red and itchy and it looks like my leg was infected. It's gross...and that's what started this gross week.
So... sinceI think i'm allergic to the shaving cream i've been putting off shaving for as long as possible. Today however i had to cave. me legs were HIDEOUS , my hair on my head was Greasy so i'm like ok , i've just got to take a REALLY good shower today. So i come home fold my laundry and run to the shower... I look at the tub and it's filled with beautiful clean water. I was excited.The moment i sit in the tub, the water turns a light brown.. at that point i was like ... ew. i didnt think i was this dirty.I only skipped last nights shower cuz i stayed up late and had to be up early.. so i miss ONE day ...and my water goes brown... i swear an ant was floating dead in the water... there is NO WAY that could've come off my body , but there it was.anyways... I proceed to shave and the water turns blue.
I'm seriously grossed out by how dirty i was. you'd think i had gone camping for a weekend. and not showered. ew.

p.s. i just thought that MAYBE you guys would be interested in what goes on when i bathe...

oh the things you learn

So... sometimes i'm simmply Miserable... then Liz will go and say something and i I'll smile for the rest of the day. and there is a story behind that. But i'll start at the beginning of my day. It stunk. Mamma was not happy with me cuz she thinks i lied to her. so she yells at me. so i go to my visiting teaching appointment. I get to look at two newborn twins. Prematurely born , but oh so little and oh so cute. I want to keep them. Then i go to my visiting teaching appointment. and the lady we visit teach said " did you know i waited for my husband while he was on his mission?" i did not, but apparantly she did. they are now happily married with 4 cute kids. It made me think 2 things. 1) if she can do it so can i. 2) if i would only go visiting teaching i would learn so many things about people that i did not know. after that liz and i went to lunch with 2 of my neighbors...they are both married. but on the way to pick up her check it started a good conversation about our missionaries. we both miss our Boys so much. and liz said something about being mad about kissing ( because her boy never kissed her. ! :[ ) anyways it got me thinking about me and Gustavo's first kiss...holy cow... i havent stopped smiling since. I miss my Carlitos, and i'm most likely going to attack that boy in 18 1/2 months. true story.
Another good story is that ... if everything goes right , in June i'm going to be moving back out to Utah and by July or August i'll have a real live job. that i like , that will pay better than what my current job does. One that will support my future family... one that will pay the bills even better. yes. i'm in love with this year. yup yup yup

HEHE

What started as a horrible day ended on a high note... so i'd have to say all in all it's been a good day :) And..the week is looking even better. i SHOULD get my newest phone tomorrow and thursday i have a dance practice, Friday i get paid... oooohh it's going to be a good week :)

Growing up

Growing up. It's kinda tough huh? I think this last week was kind of a weird one for me in the fact that i realized I am growing up. the first thing that happened is I was supposed to get a new phone. My sister wanted it more however so since the one she was using broke i just let her have mine. we switched numbers and she got the cool phone I was supposed to have. But I was ok with it. sure I cried. I REALLY wanted that phone. but , If it made my sister happy , I was willing to give it up , because i want her happiness before mine.
How did that turn out? My mom knew I would do that , so she was willing to pay to get me another phone of the same kind. Normally that wouldnt have happend . I would've had to pay the 248 ish dollars in order to upgrade my phone , but since i was nice , she's upgrading my phone online and all i have to do is pay her 30 dollars.
Another thing that happend is My Gustavo hurt his knee almost 2 months ago I think.. anyways , He keeps having doctors appointments and his knee isnt getting better. His mission President said that if i guess by this last doctors appointment his knee wasnt doing better he might get sent home for medical reasons. He would've served an Honorable mission. thing is he's only been out 5 months. At first I kind of prayed he would get sent home. I finally realized just this last week that he loves his mission. I'm convinced more than me. so , i stopped praying that he'd get sent home and instead i prayed that the Lord's will would be done.
I find out Monday how this one turns out. I had a weird dream. it wasnt bad at all , but it was enough that i woke up with my breathing off and i'm afraid to go back to sleep. It's been a kind of weird week. I'm out...