For Once

For one day I would simply love it if everything would just go the way I want it to go. Seriously. this was a good work day ,but a stinky life is happening day. Dont get me wrong i'm glad i'm alive. It's just been a ROUGH day.

Right now all I really REALLY want is for Gustavo to be here and tell me everything is going to get better.Or to try and fix things, but he's not. He has his own problems he has to deal with right now, like getting better. PLUS he's on his mission. So that kinda makes things tough too. Ahhh i'm going to take a nap. Because I can.

What a day

Woke up .
Felt Nauseous.
Took Tums.
Went to work.
No good.
Came home.
Threw up.
Slept.
Threw up.
I'm sensing a pattern developing...It's still raining on top of that. I'm giving up on setting a normal sleeping pattern , because what's the use? I blame the rain. The pollen too. For making me feel so sick. I can't think of a real reason i'd be sick like this , so i blame the rain, and the pollen. BOOOOO. I really don't feel good. AT ALL.

It's raining...Again

It ALWAYS rains here. or at least it has for the last 2 weeks. I can't sleep , and as a result i'm awake blogging when in all reality i should be asleep because i have 5 hours until i have to be up for work. work 8 hours and NOT take a nap because i wont sleep tomorrow night , and i HAVE to sleep tomorrow night because i have to be up at 5:30 am in order to work ANOTHER 8 hour day. but at least after that day i can nap. I wish i had my Gustavo here. I could use a good cuddle. or at least a goodnight hug and kiss. I think we should get married. lol , he told me he'd marry me ... but after his mission. which is bueno. muy bueno. aghhhh . I'm going to try and listen to the thunder and HOPE it puts me to sleep. because nothing else is.

Yummy

OH YES. I am pretty darn sure i'm in love with this boy. I think i just may marry him in the future. I think we will have some pretty cute kids together. yes yes yes. can you see my big smile?!?! Yay. I will never get tired of this Handsome man.

My home will be filled with...

Tons of pretty smelling candles
A classy amount of pretty pictures on the walls and shelfs
About 4 children?

I think it's a pretty perfect life

In other news. Gustavo's healing has hit a standstill... let's hope that he gets better.