I want a puppy

I really want a puppy. I'm thinking if Gustavo had given me a puppy before he left , i'd be alot less lonely. I want a puppy. any puppy will do. I do not feel good at all. the end.

I only work 5 hours tomorrow. I'm pretty exctied about it.

Shopping on Saturday with the bestie.
I see a new look coming out for me . I can't describe it , so i'll take pictures later. when I have more clothes for my new look. maybe i'll get my hair cut. maybe. probably not though. but i just saw pictures of my hair when it was shorter out in utah. it was totally a cute hair do.

tonight there's a gang initiation at wal-mart. 3 women are supposed to get shot. guess where i Didnt go tonight. anyways. I'm going to attempt... how in the heck do you spell that?!?! to sleep.

Peace out boy scout.

I think i did another dumb thing

I'm too lazy to check this right now , but I think I might've totally written all over an envelope i need to send in the mail. Quite dumb really. I'll check later. If that's the case i'll make a quick stop by walmart , which i need to do anyways. Lol. Birthdays are crazy. When Gustavo and I get married for his birthday i'll be like we're going shopping tonight and you can pick out your present. the end. he can do the same with me.

I'm in kind of alot of pain. I'm on meds now. like 4 different kinds. Advil, tums, Some kind of allergy medicine... and another one , but i forgot what all i took at work. it's all finally kicking in. I'm numbing up. lol. basically what happened is every time i swallow , i feel like i'm swallowing a brick. my ears are so plugged up i can barely hear anything. and i have killer stomach pains that are making me double over into a little fetal position.

I'm going to take another bad nap today i think. yes. i dont even care anymore. i'll catch up on friday. so yeah. night.

Why couldnt today be monday?

I feel absolutely rotten. My throat is killing me , along with my ear. booo. I just want my Carlitos to be home. man. i'm almost to the one year mark. almost. 5 months away from it. 4 and a half really... ok. i've just got to focus. i mean i'm focused, but i hurt so much and i REALLY dont feel good. lol. Now that i think about it. this may sound really gross, lol but Gustavo is the only Boyfriend i've thrown up in front of... and he was really good about it too. well he seemed really good about it. I guess it could've completely grossed him out, but he was a major help. heh. I miss him. ok. focus. 2 weeks and we're down to four months until one year... ok. I'm feeling emotionally better. sorta. just physically i'm in pain. WAAAAAHHHHH. ok tears. I guess i'm done complaining on here. tomorrow is wednesday my 9 hour shift. and the middle of the week. the rest of the week is easy shifts, then i'll be on to a new week. ok. I can do this. I really can! LOVE YA'LL

Green Ice Cream

My Work made Green Ice Cream in honor of St. Patricks Day. It was delicous..however that's spelled. MMM green ice cream is way better than white ice cream. BY FAR. haha i love it.