Friday, January 9, 2009
tonight = the best
I hung out with my friends tonight and we pretty much had a blast. the 3 of us always have fun and decided we need to just plan out the days we hang out because if we dont , we'll never hang out. so we decided friday nights are our hang out nights. another thing is i decided how i want to decorate my living room. i want one BIG picture of me and gustavo on our wedding day in black and white in the middle and then two littler pictures one of me in my wedding dress in black and white ,and one of him in his tux in black in white on either side. i've got it in my head. anyways i gotta work tomorrow so peace out A-town
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Can't Decide
I can't decide what's more selfish.Not wanting to have kids for a while so I can have Gustavo all to myself , or wanting to get pregnant 5 min after the wedding so i dont have to deal with a period for 9 months... such decisions. in other news... crud i can't remember what i was going to say. So i'll just end with : I LOVE YOU CARLOS GUSTAVO VACA GUZMAN BALATA... you are my life :) see you in 2010 ...and we'll get married and i'll have a decision on the above. lol
Cuz that's just the way i roll :P
Relationship Status] - lol i was about to respond happily married ,but i guess i'm not married so....In a loving relationship
[Parents still together] – Yeah about 23 years i guess
[Siblings] – I have 2 little sisters whom i love
[pets] – we own a puppy...an old puppy ;)
FAVORITES
[Color] – uhm. Pink.
[Number] – 26 everything good in my life has happened on the 26th so that's why
[Animal] – sharks...they're animals right?
[Book] - Twilight.
[Flower] – mmm. Daisys or Carnations
DO YOU
[Have tattoos?] – nope
[Cheat on tests?] – neh never saw the need
[Like roller coasters?] – depends on the coaster
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] – nah. i like where i live. if life takes me somewhere else though i wont mind
[Like cleaning?] – when i'm in the mood to sure
[Own a cell phone?] - haha , yes , and i'm gonna get a new one soon i hope :)
CURRENT
[Current hair] – it's the color reddish brown , shoulder length, currently being worn down. and brushed
[currently playing] – haha nothing!!!
[Last movie you saw] – Marley and Me
[last thing you ate] – Gravy biscuit at 10am.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - sure why not?
[Hate yourself?] - no not really. i've learned to love me for me :)
[Collect anything?] – teddy bears , colors , and coloring books.
[Like your handwriting?] – yeah , it's actually gotten better lately
LOVE…
[First crush] – considering the first "crush" i had was when i was 2 , i dont even remember
[you believe in love at first sight?] – i believe in Lust at first sight. or even interest at first sight , but not love. of course i fell in love with my love, the first time i saw him
[you believe in "the one?"] - yes , and i've waited my whole life for him
ARE YOU
[Sarcastic] – haha no just kiddin i deff am :)
[shy] – sometimes
[Talkative] – cant get a girl to shut up !!! lol that's me.
WOULD YOU RATHER…
[Pierce your nose or belly button?] – belly button. if i had to
[Be serious or funny?] - i love being funny , but i can be serious too. i need the balance. the world needs the balance.
ARE YOU…
[Simple or complicated?] - i'm not gonna lie , i think i'm pretty complicated. But Gustavo somehow makes me wonder am i that complicated?
ABOUT YOU..
[What time is it]- 4:26 georgia time
[Name] – Afton Brooke Newberry!
WHAT DO YOU WANT…
[Where do you want to live] – i want to live with the love of my life. where ever that is
[How many kids do you want] – mmm my hubby wants 5. but i cant stand an odd number so either 4 or 6 , maybe more ?
[What kind of job do you want] - i want to be a mommy :) and a photographer :)
[Do you want to get married] – yup on the 26th of some month in the year 2010
UNIQUE..
[Are you double jointed] - parts of me are... my elbows and fingers
[Can you raise one eyebrow] – I dont know
[Can you cross your eyes] - yep
[Do you make your bed daily] – psh no
CLOTHES, ETC…
[Which shoe goes on first] – which ever is facing the right way.
[Ever thrown one at someone] – nope
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet]- bleh right now ? none. usually about 10 for break food for the week
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU…
[Bought something] – Break food?
[Gotten sick] – gotta weird cold thingy
[Sang] - actually yes.
[Felt stupid] - nope not in the wait yes...for crying during a movie
[Missed someone] - Carlitos :(
[Gotten drunk] - haha nope.
[Gotten high] – hehe nope
[Danced crazy] – deff
[Gotten your hair cut] – Not in the last 24 hours
[Watched cartoons] – i havent watched cartoons since i was 8.
[Lied to someone] – no
IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT…
[Slept in your bed] – Me.
[Saw you cry] – gah Michael and Liz
[Saw a movie with you] – Michael and Liz
HAVE YOU EVER…
[Been to California] – no , that's dumb. lol ask my parents why ;)
[Been to Europe] - Nope
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - Just once a month ;)
HONESTLY…
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] - uh i honestly have no idea.
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] - sleep and my carlitos, and my future home with carlitos.i'm pretty excited about it.
3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] - mmm this thing.
4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] – yes. i think i'm sexy. and pretty
5. [Honestly, have you done something bad Today?] - today? no dont think so
6. [Honestly, do you watch disney channel?] - yeppers
7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] – my friends who are engaged or married
8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] – carlitos
9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] – yeah i do , i need to find a way to stop cuz i'd have great nails if i didnt bite them
10.[Honestly, what is your mood right now?] - sleepy
11.[Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] – carlitos and me in front of the temple all dressed in white lol
12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] – nah
13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] - not that i can think of
15.[Honestly, do you like someone?] - hehe , maybe ;)
16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] – he better!.
EVERYONE’S CONFESSIONS
[] I still watch cartoons on Saturdays.
[] I eat Froot Loops.(are you trying to kill me here)
[] I go trick or treating.
[] I’ve taken a bubble bath in the last month.
[] I have water balloon fights with my friends
[] I still believe in Santa
[x] Mommy’s still the coolest person ever (we have our differances right now)
[x] sleep till noon.( sometimes I do)
[] I still pass out little Valentines day cards on Valentines Day. (I never did that)
[] The boy/girl that sits next to me is cute.
[x] I still drink apple juice.
[] There are monsters in my closet.
[] I can’t sleep with the lights off
[x] I can’t sleep with the lights on. (it has to be pitch black for me)
[x] I still like piggy back rides. (depending on who gives them)
[] Boys/girls still have cooties
A - AVAILABLE : to hang out tomorrow
B - BEST FRIENDS : 4 besties
C- Cute: ohh puppies.
D - DADS NAME : James
E - LAST PERSON OF OPPOSITE SEX YOU TALKED TO : Chris( he was telling me to go home)
F - FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST: Uhh I love all music.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS : worms
H - HOMETOWN : Fayco
I - INSTRUMENT : piano
K - KIDS : are cute i want some.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: no se
M - MILK FLAVOR : mm strawberry :)
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 2
O - ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF : i'm a great listner
P - pet peeve : mmm...complainers
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE : "Death is peaceful , easy . Living... It's harder"
R - REASON TO SMILE : something's funny ?
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : hmmm lemme think. i'll just go with love story. it's the last i remember.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 7:40am
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: If I were to say, it would no longer be unknown.
W - WORST HABITS : mmm bored eating.
****Everyone has their firsts…****
First real best friend: Liz Felsted
First Cellphone: TracFone
First pet: kimosabi...way long ago
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First flight: umm no idea
****Everyone has their lasts…***
Last person you hugged: Michael
Last time you cried : Last Night
Last thing you touched: uh literally the keyboard.
Last time at the mall: forever ago when colby first got her contacts
Last person you saw: my daddy :)
Last thing you drank: Water
Last time you have been truly happy: July 3rd,2008
[Parents still together] – Yeah about 23 years i guess
[Siblings] – I have 2 little sisters whom i love
[pets] – we own a puppy...an old puppy ;)
FAVORITES
[Color] – uhm. Pink.
[Number] – 26 everything good in my life has happened on the 26th so that's why
[Animal] – sharks...they're animals right?
[Book] - Twilight.
[Flower] – mmm. Daisys or Carnations
DO YOU
[Have tattoos?] – nope
[Cheat on tests?] – neh never saw the need
[Like roller coasters?] – depends on the coaster
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] – nah. i like where i live. if life takes me somewhere else though i wont mind
[Like cleaning?] – when i'm in the mood to sure
[Own a cell phone?] - haha , yes , and i'm gonna get a new one soon i hope :)
CURRENT
[Current hair] – it's the color reddish brown , shoulder length, currently being worn down. and brushed
[currently playing] – haha nothing!!!
[Last movie you saw] – Marley and Me
[last thing you ate] – Gravy biscuit at 10am.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - sure why not?
[Hate yourself?] - no not really. i've learned to love me for me :)
[Collect anything?] – teddy bears , colors , and coloring books.
[Like your handwriting?] – yeah , it's actually gotten better lately
LOVE…
[First crush] – considering the first "crush" i had was when i was 2 , i dont even remember
[you believe in love at first sight?] – i believe in Lust at first sight. or even interest at first sight , but not love. of course i fell in love with my love, the first time i saw him
[you believe in "the one?"] - yes , and i've waited my whole life for him
ARE YOU
[Sarcastic] – haha no just kiddin i deff am :)
[shy] – sometimes
[Talkative] – cant get a girl to shut up !!! lol that's me.
WOULD YOU RATHER…
[Pierce your nose or belly button?] – belly button. if i had to
[Be serious or funny?] - i love being funny , but i can be serious too. i need the balance. the world needs the balance.
ARE YOU…
[Simple or complicated?] - i'm not gonna lie , i think i'm pretty complicated. But Gustavo somehow makes me wonder am i that complicated?
ABOUT YOU..
[What time is it]- 4:26 georgia time
[Name] – Afton Brooke Newberry!
WHAT DO YOU WANT…
[Where do you want to live] – i want to live with the love of my life. where ever that is
[How many kids do you want] – mmm my hubby wants 5. but i cant stand an odd number so either 4 or 6 , maybe more ?
[What kind of job do you want] - i want to be a mommy :) and a photographer :)
[Do you want to get married] – yup on the 26th of some month in the year 2010
UNIQUE..
[Are you double jointed] - parts of me are... my elbows and fingers
[Can you raise one eyebrow] – I dont know
[Can you cross your eyes] - yep
[Do you make your bed daily] – psh no
CLOTHES, ETC…
[Which shoe goes on first] – which ever is facing the right way.
[Ever thrown one at someone] – nope
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet]- bleh right now ? none. usually about 10 for break food for the week
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU…
[Bought something] – Break food?
[Gotten sick] – gotta weird cold thingy
[Sang] - actually yes.
[Felt stupid] - nope not in the wait yes...for crying during a movie
[Missed someone] - Carlitos :(
[Gotten drunk] - haha nope.
[Gotten high] – hehe nope
[Danced crazy] – deff
[Gotten your hair cut] – Not in the last 24 hours
[Watched cartoons] – i havent watched cartoons since i was 8.
[Lied to someone] – no
IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT…
[Slept in your bed] – Me.
[Saw you cry] – gah Michael and Liz
[Saw a movie with you] – Michael and Liz
HAVE YOU EVER…
[Been to California] – no , that's dumb. lol ask my parents why ;)
[Been to Europe] - Nope
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - Just once a month ;)
HONESTLY…
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] - uh i honestly have no idea.
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] - sleep and my carlitos, and my future home with carlitos.i'm pretty excited about it.
3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] - mmm this thing.
4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] – yes. i think i'm sexy. and pretty
5. [Honestly, have you done something bad Today?] - today? no dont think so
6. [Honestly, do you watch disney channel?] - yeppers
7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] – my friends who are engaged or married
8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] – carlitos
9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] – yeah i do , i need to find a way to stop cuz i'd have great nails if i didnt bite them
10.[Honestly, what is your mood right now?] - sleepy
11.[Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] – carlitos and me in front of the temple all dressed in white lol
12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] – nah
13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] - not that i can think of
15.[Honestly, do you like someone?] - hehe , maybe ;)
16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] – he better!.
EVERYONE’S CONFESSIONS
[] I still watch cartoons on Saturdays.
[] I eat Froot Loops.(are you trying to kill me here)
[] I go trick or treating.
[] I’ve taken a bubble bath in the last month.
[] I have water balloon fights with my friends
[] I still believe in Santa
[x] Mommy’s still the coolest person ever (we have our differances right now)
[x] sleep till noon.( sometimes I do)
[] I still pass out little Valentines day cards on Valentines Day. (I never did that)
[] The boy/girl that sits next to me is cute.
[x] I still drink apple juice.
[] There are monsters in my closet.
[] I can’t sleep with the lights off
[x] I can’t sleep with the lights on. (it has to be pitch black for me)
[x] I still like piggy back rides. (depending on who gives them)
[] Boys/girls still have cooties
A - AVAILABLE : to hang out tomorrow
B - BEST FRIENDS : 4 besties
C- Cute: ohh puppies.
D - DADS NAME : James
E - LAST PERSON OF OPPOSITE SEX YOU TALKED TO : Chris( he was telling me to go home)
F - FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST: Uhh I love all music.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS : worms
H - HOMETOWN : Fayco
I - INSTRUMENT : piano
K - KIDS : are cute i want some.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: no se
M - MILK FLAVOR : mm strawberry :)
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 2
O - ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF : i'm a great listner
P - pet peeve : mmm...complainers
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE : "Death is peaceful , easy . Living... It's harder"
R - REASON TO SMILE : something's funny ?
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : hmmm lemme think. i'll just go with love story. it's the last i remember.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 7:40am
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: If I were to say, it would no longer be unknown.
W - WORST HABITS : mmm bored eating.
****Everyone has their firsts…****
First real best friend: Liz Felsted
First Cellphone: TracFone
First pet: kimosabi...way long ago
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First flight: umm no idea
****Everyone has their lasts…***
Last person you hugged: Michael
Last time you cried : Last Night
Last thing you touched: uh literally the keyboard.
Last time at the mall: forever ago when colby first got her contacts
Last person you saw: my daddy :)
Last thing you drank: Water
Last time you have been truly happy: July 3rd,2008
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
My freak out thoughts on life
So . would you like to know what i realized today whilst talking to friends? I'M GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR!!! it's so freaking scary and crazy and exciting all at once. i mean i've always looked forward to that day , but it always seemed so far away. and even just yesterday it felt like it would never come. but it's happening . soon. next year. i was literally shaking when i realized this. i mean i always thought i was ready , but am i? is anyone ever fully ready? I'm ready to spend eternity with my Gustavo. i'm ready for whatever life brings us. I think i'm ready to be a wife. but ...wow. i'm just freaking out. it's insanely close when i've always imagined it so far away.
in other news. i watched marley and me tonight. I cried. and decided that i dunno if i want a puppy. dogs die. eventually dogs will die. and i dont know . after watching marley and me i kind of dont want a dog. and i know that if me and gustavo get a dog. my luck would be it's gonna act just like that dog did. and even while i love it , i'll hate it. anyways. gosh. what a day. it was good. lol. i'm tired and i have to work tomorrow, so peace out peeps.
Sending love to my love...BESOS!!
in other news. i watched marley and me tonight. I cried. and decided that i dunno if i want a puppy. dogs die. eventually dogs will die. and i dont know . after watching marley and me i kind of dont want a dog. and i know that if me and gustavo get a dog. my luck would be it's gonna act just like that dog did. and even while i love it , i'll hate it. anyways. gosh. what a day. it was good. lol. i'm tired and i have to work tomorrow, so peace out peeps.
Sending love to my love...BESOS!!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I didnt expect this.
I didnt expect the urge to randomly blog. I got on here so i could read up on my friends Blogs . then all of the sudden BAM!!! i want to blog. it's so weird. anyways. I dont know what to say except for i'm having one of those days where all i want is a hug from my love. I don't know why i randomly get these days , but when they come they hit hard. I miss everything about Gustavo...it's hard. All my friends are settling down , starting a life with the people they love and i'm stuck WAITING , always waiting. I know it will be well worth the wait , and i'm sure there will be days in my marriage where i'll be like. why cant i have 2 days without him?! but right now i'm madly in love and want him by my side. to hold my hand and kiss me and just love me too. instead we're both impatiently /patiently ( depends on the day ) waiting for the day when we'll be able to be with one another. it will be greatt. the end
Monday, January 5, 2009
OH IT BURNS!!!
I have mixed feelings about stuff that makes your body burn when you put it on. for example...
HYDROGEN PEROXIDE:
Great stuff , burns like nothing else , but at least you know it's working by the burn , plus i think it's kinda cool to see the white stuff show up where it was infected.
JOCK ITCH SPRAY:
Probably the best burning sensation i've ever had to put on my body in my entire life. It gets rid of the itching and it sprays a cool powder...that burns like no other. this is the second worst burning sensation you could ever imagine.
Acne cream:
The stuff that burns THE MOST from anything i've ever put on in my entire life. no joke. my sister bought this stuff for her face and it KILLS... aghhh you put it on your acne spots and pray that death takes you fast. lol not really , but you do think you're dying.
and those are my top three burning , but helping products. THE END!!!
HYDROGEN PEROXIDE:
Great stuff , burns like nothing else , but at least you know it's working by the burn , plus i think it's kinda cool to see the white stuff show up where it was infected.
JOCK ITCH SPRAY:
Probably the best burning sensation i've ever had to put on my body in my entire life. It gets rid of the itching and it sprays a cool powder...that burns like no other. this is the second worst burning sensation you could ever imagine.
Acne cream:
The stuff that burns THE MOST from anything i've ever put on in my entire life. no joke. my sister bought this stuff for her face and it KILLS... aghhh you put it on your acne spots and pray that death takes you fast. lol not really , but you do think you're dying.
and those are my top three burning , but helping products. THE END!!!
Pics of me and DRAMA...
Ok so just as i promised way long ago , like last year... here are the cutie baby pictures of me i promised to put up so Gustavo wouldnt get too mad i put some of him up..ok so there was only one baby picture of me i could find.
in other news...My friend is no longer my friend because i talked to a guy she likes...so dumb. and now i'm like i cant talk to you because i dont want to lose her as a friend , but i did anyways. so it's so stupid. i so am over all this 18 year old high school drama. I'm 20. 21 in 7 months. this is retarded.
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