Oh so many things...running always running.

First off since i now know that i have 2 people that "follow" my blog... i just wanted to let the one i love the most know that i love him. I feel like i never tell him that enough. we've been going through kind of a rough patch this month , as i'm sure all long distance relationships go through. at least they can "talk" their problems out. Me and Carlitos don't always have that. we get to email chat like .. once a week and for an hour. and that my friends goes by super fast. so it's been rough. So i just wanted him to know i Love him to pieces and dont know what i'd do without him.
I forgot the other thing that was running through my head , so i'm guessing it wasnt that important, so i'll move on. My Bestie Liz found my purple Sharpie ,and since my purple painted nails were starting to chip she proceeded to color my nails . fun stuff . i will end on the note...I love reading my friends blogs , but there is one persons blog who i Genuinely admire. Rikki Purdy's ... she's so real and I cant help but be jealous. It seems like she has the perfect life. she talks about her ups and even her downs , but the way she writes about her downs even make them seem not so bad... ahh i'm so jealous... i wish i could get as good as her and get her viewage...gosh.

Idiots...

3rd times the charm... Georgia is giving out licenses to people who should not drive under any circumstance... I dropped liz off at her house , then drove home.was in my neighborhood following someone who had no clue where they were going. They pull over as if to let me by. they let me pass , but then they turn on their brights and tail me all the way to my house. i didnt even do anything to deserve this!!! I hope kharma gets them. in other news , i'm getting a new phone tomorrow. same number , new phone. Love you all. night :)

My head want's to die

So ... i just went through 9 junk drawers i my room.. and moved it to 7 wait ,6 drawers. not much progress really :( well it could be less except i didnt fill up all the drawers and when i had 7 drawers they were ALL filled to the tippy top. now i have 6 drawers half full. I have a really big headache. all i want to do is sleep , but i know for a fact that if i do that now , i will not sleep tonight and will not be in a happy mood for work tomorrow. boo. all of the sudden my life feels so empty. I feel like me and Gustavo got in another fight , but i dont think you could call what we had a fight ..it was just a REALLY intense conversation. no yelling... or disagreements , i think... just Really intense and deep conversation. and all of this added onto my mess i just had to clean up just gave me a huge headache that i just want to sleep off.:( boo i might just go to bed anyways ... I dont even care anymore. maybe i'll just sit in darkness and silence for a while ...who knows?

excitement

Im getting a new phone :) just thought i'd share...best part?it has a qwerty keyboard...lol thought i'd share my new fun word. oh and Aubrey one of the guys at my work told me he thought i had a cute laugh...pretty much made my day :)

I'm afraid

I'm so terrified that what i'm about to do will cost me the Man of my dreams. that by doing this i'll lose the one man who i know i'm supposed to be with. and i hope and pray that , that doesnt happen. and it scares me to death to think that it probably will... I hope that i'm wrong.with all my heart i hope i'm wrong.

Some pictures ;) and it's all good ;)

Hey hey!!! so these are pictures of 3 of my 4 little 2 year olds i teach. Ashylnn is the little brunette , then Christian is the only boy and Claire is the blonde girl. we had so much fun today in nursery :) in other news... I miss my Gustavo, he's my absolute favorite, and on monday we'll have been together for 16 months?yeah. and he'll have 19 months left on his mission...I cant wait for next month when he'll be down to a year and a half... and i'm REALLY excited for Next sept or Oct. when we'll get married!!! it'll be the absolute best;) I can't wait to have him in my life forever. so lol i just watched another cinderella story and the notebook and the 5 people you meet in heaven this weekend , so i'm REALLY missing Gustavo. I just wish i could've had one more day with him... or at least i wish he could take a short vacation so i could get at least one more kiss... that would be the absolute best, but i guess it would leave me wishing for one more...and that's not cool. His little sister Valeria added me as a friend on facebook. I cant wait for Laura to get one that way i can be her friend too.. I miss them so much , but maybe i'll get to see them next year for my wedding!! lol i just cant get over the fact that i'm getting married next year.... it's always seemed so far away , yet it's coming up in a year and a half!!!! YAYA!!!!!! k i gots to go , bye!!!