So . would you like to know what i realized today whilst talking to friends? I'M GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR!!! it's so freaking scary and crazy and exciting all at once. i mean i've always looked forward to that day , but it always seemed so far away. and even just yesterday it felt like it would never come. but it's happening . soon. next year. i was literally shaking when i realized this. i mean i always thought i was ready , but am i? is anyone ever fully ready? I'm ready to spend eternity with my Gustavo. i'm ready for whatever life brings us. I think i'm ready to be a wife. but ...wow. i'm just freaking out. it's insanely close when i've always imagined it so far away.
in other news. i watched marley and me tonight. I cried. and decided that i dunno if i want a puppy. dogs die. eventually dogs will die. and i dont know . after watching marley and me i kind of dont want a dog. and i know that if me and gustavo get a dog. my luck would be it's gonna act just like that dog did. and even while i love it , i'll hate it. anyways. gosh. what a day. it was good. lol. i'm tired and i have to work tomorrow, so peace out peeps.
Sending love to my love...BESOS!!
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