I didnt expect this.

I didnt expect the urge to randomly blog. I got on here so i could read up on my friends Blogs . then all of the sudden BAM!!! i want to blog. it's so weird. anyways. I dont know what to say except for i'm having one of those days where all i want is a hug from my love. I don't know why i randomly get these days , but when they come they hit hard. I miss everything about Gustavo...it's hard. All my friends are settling down , starting a life with the people they love and i'm stuck WAITING , always waiting. I know it will be well worth the wait , and i'm sure there will be days in my marriage where i'll be like. why cant i have 2 days without him?! but right now i'm madly in love and want him by my side. to hold my hand and kiss me and just love me too. instead we're both impatiently /patiently ( depends on the day ) waiting for the day when we'll be able to be with one another. it will be greatt. the end