Can't Decide

I can't decide what's more selfish.Not wanting to have kids for a while so I can have Gustavo all to myself , or wanting to get pregnant 5 min after the wedding so i dont have to deal with a period for 9 months... such decisions. in other news... crud i can't remember what i was going to say. So i'll just end with : I LOVE YOU CARLOS GUSTAVO VACA GUZMAN BALATA... you are my life :) see you in 2010 ...and we'll get married and i'll have a decision on the above. lol