Family...

My family. I want to love them,really I do, but most of the time they piss me off. They piss me off mostly because they can't see that everything they've been doing lately hurts. It's hurting my feelings. It's like they're their own little family and Me the oldest daughter is just some random person they let live there for 20 years. It's like I don't belong and they don't care. I see no reason at all to even consider myself part of the family anymore. It's always been this way. They've had their close knit family of 4 and i'm the random kid thrown in the mix. I'm like the onion ring in the fry box. I need some chocolate Ice Cream and lots of hugs.