Happy New Year to Afton.

Oh hi. I know I already commented on the fact that it's new years , but I just wanted to re-state the fact. I've been applying for new jobs like CRAZY. Mostly because I hate the one I have. I have a really good manager though,so I can't really complain.Still I hate my job. I heard back from a nanny application I turned in. Thing is, I need a car. Actually if I had a car , my life would be a billion and one times easier. Well , maybe not ,because it would be another bill , but you know what I mean ? It would be easier to find a job because I could extend my search. Anyways. My life has gotten slightly better since we last spoke. Not that my life was hard then ,but I was SO STRESSED. Really. I'm worried about how i'm going to pay bills, i'm worried about my relationship with Gregg. Not so much anymore. Gregg and I talk all the time. So as worried as I am about certain things, I've decided to just let those certain things go , and enjoy our relationship for what it is. The bills is still kind of a big one , but now that i'm back at work i'm not super concerned about it. It will be something that ALWAYS stresses me out , but now I know that at least I do have a job still and that money will be coming in. I'll still have to sell my plasma for extra cash but whatever. Anyways , I think i'm going to go for now. Talk to you guys later?