Hello again

I feel as though i havent posted in forever-which i havent.
I've had so much going on. New relationship, another breakup. -that's some time consuming stuff in itself. but to bigger and more important things. school is drawing to a close. it's crazy to think that in a few months i'll have my degree. Crazy business that scares every single fiber of my being. but in an exciting, better paying, new adventure kinda way. I'm also working almost full time right now , and trying to save money to move out. Which i have to do by may...my parents actually kicked me out-but in a nice way. whatever. i'm thinking Utah is the place i'll go. which scares me even more. because while i know i can get a job out there and rent will be cheaper. I'm going to be on my own. no coming home and just chilling with the family , no daddy to be there when something goes wrong with my car or anything else for that matter. i'll be completely alone. that is another thing that scares me. I've realized i've reached that scarey stage of my life where i have to .... leave the nest. and no one will be there to help me but ... me. whatever. i should probably get in a shower soon. my hair is crazy nasty... well that's the way it feels anyways. I'll talk later. promise :)