This week

This week has been simply amazing. I'm dating again , which is pretty cool. That guy's name is Ryan , we have had several discussions and decided for now that we are dating... which is cool. we're not together , but we're not not together. I've had the time of my life with him. The other day he surprised me after work , took me out to lunch (at 2!!!) at chuck E. Cheese... we had a friggin awesome time!!!! like not even kidding!!! then we just came home and chilled with the family , went to lowes to get stuff for his work... ( a male adaptor hehehe) then we went to CFA for dinner!!! then came home and watched football. which I'd rather not do again...well I would because it's him , but holding his hand sure does hurt ... especially when he gets really excited.He has a good grip. ouch. anyways. so on Saturday after work at 12 noon me and my friend Jess went whitewater rafting. it was my first time and i was scared but oh-so-excited at the same time. i ended up having the time of my life. we pigged out on apples at an apple orchard, watched my sisters keeper at a drive in movie...and played/colored till 1 am . I loved it!!! I'm super excited, and super happy right now. happier than i've been in the LONGEST time. No stress, not guilt trips, and a guy who couldnt be happier to just be sitting around listening to me sing or just chill. I've never been complimented so much in my life. heck , he told me i had pretty eyelashes!! i had NEVER heard that one before. he also noticed how i always have the same laugh , but it's always different. he notices when i'm smiling because i have to in order to keep from screaming , and when i'm genuinely happy. and when i'm not happy he wants to know why and how he can fix it. It's the best. no pressure. Just fun all the time. sorry i'm going on about this new guy but ... hey. I love it. anyways , gotta go read the postsecret blog now!!