I want this really bad.

I have been hanging out with this guy for the last week or two. Honestly I really like him. I would totally not mind if we ended up dating or whatever. I want this really bad actually. But I know I can't have that. Right now. and for once i'm perfectly ok with that. I love having him as a friend. Right now a friend is all either one of us needs. and isnt it cool? I know the Lord has had a hand in alot of things of my life lately and i feel like this is one of them , so although i know i cant have what i want. I know it's for the best and i'm excited to just enjoy this new found friendship of mine. We had the best weekend ever. clubbing last night, then he came over and chilled with the family today. It was totally chill. i needed this weekend of fun and relaxation with a friend. and I'm glad he was more than willing to give that to me. Friends are completely awesome. yepp. Best thing ? My family loves him lol.