lonelies and self pities.

My dad diagnosed me with a bad case of the Lonelies and Self Pities. I've been an emotional mess this week, and it's not because of mother natures gift to women. I promise. I think it's a mixture of stress, lonely (duh) and well every single one of my friends gettin married. I wouldnt mind so much if all of them were like my good friend Andrew who is older than me and getting married , but no at least 4 of them are younger than me. It's just not right. I mean I REALLY want to be happy for them , but It's not fair. i have at least 5 friends who have announced their engagement, and one friend getting married. this has all happened this month...and the beginning of next. also within the last 3 months I have had just as many friends celebrated their one year wedding anniversary. so i'm feeling pretty down in the dumps. I've decided i need a vacation very badly. But that is just not possible right now. I have money , I just need to save that money because of A)School. B) new car. C) apartment. D)well...because I will be getting married at the end of next year. so I do need money...yes. I'm really hot. gah. I'm also pretty tired. And i need to get money out for tithing tomorrow , while i'm depositing money from Fed tax Return. wowie. yup. good times in my life. JUST KIDDING!!!