Monday, January 12, 2009

I've decided i'm a terrible Girlfriend

Yes, i am, i am I AM!!
I got Gustavo's letter today:)
I read on the second page that he had a dr. appointment that week and that if he had to get an MRA to see what happened to his Ligaments, if he needed surgery his Mission Prez would send him home Honorably for Health issues...what do i think right the second i read this ? PLEASE let him need surgery. i mean being the somewhat selfish person I am and with the current issue i have of my own , this was like the perfect solution in my mind :) of course i felt extremely AWFUL after thinking this because my Carlitos LOVES being on his mission ,and as selfish as i am , i REALLY dont want him to be sent home from something he loves almost more than me :) so again i have resolved i'm pretty much the worst girlfriend ever. I told my dad about this , and he's like well you want him home because you love him and want to be with him . but he was also like at this age though, if he needed surgery , his knee will never be the same. so i'm sad. the end

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