Let it be known

This girl quits. I am no longer on the hunt for a wedding dress. Yes i'm still getting married , but without all the hassle. No dress , no reception , no cake , no food , no pictures. Totally free. I'm so done. It's too much of a stress and too much of a big deal ,and not worth it. I'm done. My heart is breaking and yet cold as stone all at once. Does that even make any sense ? Maybe not. I want a wedding my way. Since i'm not getting that I'm having low key. A go-to-the-temple- get-married-get-out-go home with my hubby wedding. That's what it should be all about right ? right? Right. okay I just wanted it to go on record.

I mean seriously . All I wanted was my fairytale wedding. I accepted the dress budget. I'm even cool with having a thrift store wedding reception. I'm letting my mom take the engagement pictures, the reception pictures , the bridals if she wanted... is it seriously too much to ask ,after doing LOTS of research of photographers i might add, for her to spend 600 dollars on the cheapest, good quality ,professional photographer for the actual wedding ?

I didn't think so , but apparently it is. This is the ONLY thing i've been adamant about. I can compromise and even care less about what goes on otherwise. For all I care we can order food of the dollar menu somewhere for the reception food. or order a lot of pizzas. we could have no food. I don't care. The professional wedding pictures is all i care about. I won't budge.

So it may be seriously crazy for me to be flipping out about this , but I feel like i've been reasonable about everything else. So I feel like i'm not really being that big of a bridezilla. I feel like I should get my ONE princess thing. I really don't feel like i'm asking too much.