Random thoughts of a sleepy Afton

Hi , this evening I can't sleep. Because of this i'm posting yet again. A post that may or may not get deleted by tomorrow evening.I haven't decided yet. I have so many things running through my head though so maybe this will help. Mom says if I have to vent just do it in a word document that way it's out and then you can delete it. Or send it to her so she can laugh. BUT i'm not venting. I'm just rambling. There's a difference right? Maybe I should still just write this in a word document. Too late.

First thing is , I really should take up writing again. When I was a senior in highschool , I had a poem of mine published in the schools... Literary book. I'll call it that anyways. I also was known in my family for writing cheesy love stories. Don't get me wrong , they were pretty good.Just cheesy. I gave the best of those to my mom for Christmas one year. At least I think that's what I did anyways. I was reading one of the stories I wrote in Nov of 2010. It made me want to write again. Maybe one day i'll do that. Who knows.

Piano. I realized Sunday that I should really practice again. Piano has this calming effect on me that nothing else has been able to compare to. I really should practice more. Not only because I love it , but because apparently nobody in relief society knows how to play. Which I find extremely odd. So my sister and I are kind of having to take over as far as music goes. Weird right ?

Bathroom. This one really is random , and kind of unnecessary I suppose , but I hate having such a small bladder. I'm pretty sure no amount of water is going to expand said bladder. As a result i'm always worried that my constant trips to the bathroom are one day going to wake up my parents and make them mad. I can't help it. Which leads me to this.

I'm going to have a horrible pregnancy when I finally decide to have children. It's something I've come to accept. I just know it's going to be bad. I have a small bladder now? add baby pressing down on that. I have crazy mood swings now ? Add pregnancy hormones . I have odd cravings now... Well , multiply that with the odd pregnancy cravings... I'm doomed to have a terrible pregnancy. Or at least a normal one... times a billion. I'm pretty sure no one is looking forward to pregnant Afton.

Which leads to my conclusion of I love designing rooms in houses. I think i've planned the way my apartment/ house is going to look when i'm married a billion times over and over again. I LOVE IT. I took an interior design class in High School that I absolutely loved. Is it odd that all the home-y classes in High School were the ones that I took and did the best in ? No joke. Nutrition , Child Development , Interior Design , Home-Ec. I Rocked those classes.

Anyways , I'm pretty sure you guys are done listening to me rant. I'll go now.