Bittersweet lovin'

My week has been E-Mo-tional. No joke. I've spent the last 3 days crying and right now i'm procrastinating packing AND doing cleaning checks. Simply because My back hurts and when i'm done it will all be real. Final. Boo. I'm moving home. Gregg has been coming over after work early in the mornings simply because we knew we were running out of " together time" Which is rough. So a lot of the time I spent my mornings listening to Gregg snore in the next room. Which is actually very adorable , but tear-jerking all at the same time.

I don't know how I would've made it through the last year without my best friend and better half. I know we'll still get to talk , but i'm going to miss being able to date him. To cuddle up next to him on the couch and kill zombies. To know that no matter what he's there. I'm going to miss having him over and say Hey Garjuss... you look beautiful. ( even when i'm not ) Most of all i'm going to miss his kisses and hugs. And his arms. Those sexy arms. and shoulders. I'm going to miss the way he smells.

I'm going to miss his arms that wrap around me so tight , and dancing with him in the kitchen while we cook. All in all , i'm going to miss my best friend. I wish I could pack him up and bring him with me. I can't though and it sucks.

I'm also going to miss my Ginny. She's my best Gal pal. She's my "pic" and tonight we are both shedding tears. Who are we going to spend our weekends with now ? Whose going to be there for me when boys suck ? Good thing we decided to start a lego club. We are awesome. Don't judge.I miss our dirty jokes. We'll always have mutts and jews to lean on though. because they'll never go away. So that's good. Anyways. I suppose I should get back to cleaning and packing. Even though it's REALLY HARD.