Scary stuff

I had a scary weekend. I went to Delta this weekend and everything was fine between me and my boy. On Saturday though when we came back nothing was great at all. He didn't want to marry me anymore , and he didn't even know if he even wanted to date me anymore. I sat down and talked to him and he eventually decided that yes he did want to date me, but by an hour later he didn't know again. He didn't know for sure that he did until yesterday morning, where he said he wanted to date me , but not talk about marriage yet. I figured that was a understandable compromise that I was willing to make. I know I'm supposed to be with him forever, so I knew as long as I could date him , he'll come to know that too. So now I just wait. It still hurts a little bit, but by last night it was ALMOST like nothing had happened.Oh well. I'm thinking I need to shower and get some dishes done. all so I can go see my love. I also have grape jelly stuck between the a,s,and z buttons... haha so this is taking forever to write.