Thursday, August 13, 2009
Update
So , Me and Gustavo did break up. overall i think i cried for maybe 2 days and surprisingly i'm over it. it was hard those 2 days , but mostly i was crying for him. In my mind he didnt deserve what was happening. I also cried for me. I had planned out my life with him and finally decided over a months time, that that's not what i wanted anymore. I think me and Gustavo will always be really good friends , but as far as our future together i'm not sure. I dont think all that we had planned will happen , but maybe it will. Right now it's hard to tell. and i think i'm ok with that. This break up didnt affect me as bad as all the other ones did. I was sad with one , and bitter with 2 , but this one... i'm just ...whatever. Is that wrong of me? I feel i should be more upset because we dated for nearly 2 years, but i'm not upset at all.I dunno. anyways. my day is almost over...i slept in till 11am it's almost noon now, and i need to be in bed by 9 i think. so yeah...tragic. I've got to go do my laundry now....
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It's tough with one person on a mission and the other staying at home. Gus is having experiences which are fundamentally changing him. It's hard to concentrate on that as well as the person back home, who maybe is not having such life-changing experiences.
It's probably better that he doesn't have the 'distraction' of having a girl at home - serving a mission is hard enough. It doesn't make it any easier for you, though, and I'm not saying you were doing anything distracting. But if it is meant to be, it'll work out after the mission.
Hang in there, and try to keep smiling!!
-- Steven
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