Scream.

That is exactly what i want to do right now . Scream. I just. I'm so done. lol i guess you are thinking : what is with the mood swings lately?

I'm a girl, that's what's with them.

I have a lady I work with, Usually I can put up with her relatively well. Today I got to the point where I had enough with her. And I guess i made it clear how I felt , because after i said something , she left me alone. hopefully it will stay like that. Mostly because i'm done putting up with it. That's mostly what my problem is today.

Other than that my motivation has moved to a zero. actually all of my levels are at zero. I have a zero motivatiion level , zero tolerance level... It's not like i'm completely unmotivated. I mean i still want to do things, I just am tired of needing to do them. Like work. like everyone else on the planet i'm sure, if i didnt have to work , i wouldnt. I would stay home and watch movies and cuddle with Gustavo all day everyday if things were free.

Right now the only thing I have motivation for is to pick up my check tomorrow and deposit it after a long day at work , and start school. after that motivation for much else kind of just leaves. Anyways. enough for today , i need to sleep. or try to. yup bye