Why couldnt today be monday?

I feel absolutely rotten. My throat is killing me , along with my ear. booo. I just want my Carlitos to be home. man. i'm almost to the one year mark. almost. 5 months away from it. 4 and a half really... ok. i've just got to focus. i mean i'm focused, but i hurt so much and i REALLY dont feel good. lol. Now that i think about it. this may sound really gross, lol but Gustavo is the only Boyfriend i've thrown up in front of... and he was really good about it too. well he seemed really good about it. I guess it could've completely grossed him out, but he was a major help. heh. I miss him. ok. focus. 2 weeks and we're down to four months until one year... ok. I'm feeling emotionally better. sorta. just physically i'm in pain. WAAAAAHHHHH. ok tears. I guess i'm done complaining on here. tomorrow is wednesday my 9 hour shift. and the middle of the week. the rest of the week is easy shifts, then i'll be on to a new week. ok. I can do this. I really can! LOVE YA'LL