I spent Last night and this morning just thinking. I love it when i have time to just sit down and THINK. While thinking I usually realize alot of things about myself that I might not have realized otherwise.
For example: Last night I was playing Volleyball and Dodgeball with the singles ward after FHE. I realized how much I really do love going to FHE and the singles ward in General. I have made so many friends , that I would've never met if I had'nt gone into the activities with a good attitude. I realized that all of us have a special bond with each other, the Elders included. We all have something we bring to that group , and nobody really cares who you were , or what situation you've come from , we just accept and like each other as we are. It's something that my family ward doesnt have and It's just refreshing to have that to turn to.
This mornings realizations consisted of things not so deep. Things like how addicted i am to Baths. I swear if i could i would spend all day in the bathtub.. until i was all wrinkly... or the water got cold. Then I would fill the tub up again.
I Remembered how much i Really do love my Boyfriend.I mean. It's been a tough 2 months. I've really been just worrying about if I really love him and want to marry him or if I'm just saying i want to marry him because everyone i know who knows us as a couple expects it. I decided that i really do love him. I had to lay in my bed this morning and just think about. It came while i was smelling the Giraffe he sent me. He had sprayed his cologne all over it so it smells like him. well It got me thinking about all the fun times and not so fun times we had spent together. It just made me realize that without him... I'm still me , but a confused , unhappy me. I dunno. We just belong together. So as of right now i'm a little less overwhelmed about the whole situation i've been put in .
That's about it. I'd just like to close with a random thought of the day...
My house makes noises. It's very true. 3rd time that i thought someone has been in my house. Nobody here but me :)
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