wha' ha' happen was.....

So this is what's going on in my life. I just bought new Runnin shoes ( very cute ones I might add), a Dance it off , tone it up DVD, and a mini pilates ball that came with a DVD. I did the dance DVD twice , a good bit of the pilates DVD , and an AB ripper DVD all today. I'm in a load of pain. good pain , but pain. I'm tired of having BACKSTABBING friends. I'm so over it.So what am I going to do? forget all of them and just exercise my sorrow away. I'm so ready for this year to be over. Seriously. It's been a good year for Brett, the worst for me. I guess in a few day's I'll find out about Gustavo and how he's doing , but now more than ever I feel so far away from him. sure the time is going by faster , but the distance between us feels farther. ( because a country away isn't really THAT far away. (can you sense the sarcasim) anyways. Life sucks but I came up with a good quote while i was in the shower. it goes like this. " Sometimes life doesnt go the way you plan it or even want it to go , but it keeps on going." I felt really proud of my quote. it's so true. so that's that. My diet plan for the summer? In June i'm going to cut out Soda's completely. ( ahhhh bring on the advil) in July not only am I going to continue no sodas , but i'm cutting out sweets.( This one won't be as hard but will still be pretty hard) and August i'll most likely cut out fries. (easy nuff) and i'll be running and doing my little killer DVD's . so by the end of August I'm hoping to be a graduated BEAST. lol. bring it on. however i'll be a lonely graduated beast. so that's about all i've got right now. i'm gonna go to bed now. love ya'll