Sometimes i'm dumb.

I'll admit it.
Today my manager walked up to me and was like You come in at 7 tomorrow right?
I say yes.
He then asked if I could be at work at 6.
I panicked...and said sure!

I'm dumb. Little did i realize this means the not morning person me has to wake up at 5:30.

That was dumb. not only that , but that would make my day tomorrow a ten hour shift. that shouldnt even be legal lol. oh well at least i'm getting paid.

I think to myself to convince me it's all good : think bigger picture.
It's my new motto : think bigger picture.
It reminds me that i'm not doing it because I love my job , but that i'm doing it because eventually it will turn into something SOOO much better. That makes it all worth it. when I remember why I agree to do things like this , I figure it's not so bad. If it means i'll be able to afford to do things that will be good for my life in the VERY near future, then that makes it completely worth it. all the tears and blood and sweat. they become worth it.
Maybe , just maybe that's what life is all about . the blood , tears , sweat... Maybe life is about the bigger picture. Maybe when christ was atoneing for all the worlds sins he thought. Think big picture. Maybe that helped him through. Maybe we should all think that when life gets rough.
Wow... I'm a deep thinker when i'm extremely tired. I wish i was like that all the time lol
Night everyone. I have to get up way early to put in a piece of the "big picture"