So I'm pretty sure nobody but Gustavo reads this ,well and occasionally Brett. So this is my Journal. and since i'm allowed to write in my journal as much as i want i'm going to go ahead and Write another Entry .
So here goes.:
I just looked at an old friend of mine's facebook photo album and it was of her and her Husband. He had just gotten back from i guess Iraq , i mean he's gone again ,but these were pictures from when he was home. And it was so cute , he had been gone for 8 months , but in these pictures you could see how much they missed each other and Loved each other at the same time. It made me think of my Gustavo. I love him sooo much and it's the hardest thing ever for me Knowing he's in California knowing he's doing the Lords work , yet I cant see him. It's hard , but I know he misses me as i'm sure he knows i miss him. I also know that he loves me and and i hope he knows i love him. He's my best friend ,and my better Half. I also know that in two years when i'll be able to see him again , it will be a happy reunion. I know that in two years he'll return and never leave me again. and that makes me happy. I dont quite know what my reaction will be in the airport when i pick him up from his mission.. I think it will be a mixture of laughing and ALOT of tears ,hugs ,and kisses.
*sighs*
I dont think anyone can fully understand how much i miss him. How much i just want to cuddle up next to him and tell him i love him. It's hard , but when it's all said and done , i dont think i would trade this for anything in the world.
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