Monday, December 1, 2008

Me and life are having a smack down....And i'm losing...i think

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS A TERRIBLE CLASS IN HIGH SCHOOL....WHY MUST IT BE LIFE???
Seriously , i'm freaking out...

PHONE BILL:60 DOLLARS
RENT :100 DOLLARS
GAS :20 DOLLARS
MISC :20 DOLLARS (at least)
OTHER BILLS :20 DOLLARS

HOW MUCH AFTON MAKES????? 0 DOLLARS...

sometimes i wonder how i live...i dont think it will be much longer. i'm going into debt and i hate it , and i'm too afraid to ask my parents to help me. i'm sure they'll lemme skip a couple months rent , but phone bill and gas...i'm gone. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.the only thing that keeps me sane are my weekly talks with gustavo...and those just kinda sorta got taken away from me...stupid other elders. gahhh i just REALLY REALLY REALLY want to cry
I feel like my world is falling apart...seriously i need help , like a couple lessons on money management. BOOOOOOO in good news christmas eve is in 23 days and Christmas is in 24 i'm stoked....oh and my anniversary with gustavo is in 25 days...yaya for living on love.

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