So. I feel as though I should do an Awkward/Awesome post , but I'm really feeling kinda lazy... oh well i'll do it anyways. Just one of each though.
Awkward : Going to my doctor , getting a breast exam done , and her saying " your boobs aren't lumpy at all." well... gee. thanks ? I guess?
Awesome : knowing that there are literally 5 weeks until i'm in Good ole Utah , snuggled up next to my loverboy. This just makes life so much more bearable.
Again , Gregg doesn't have his phone on and I really miss the boy. We're both kind of over the whole separation phase of our relationship. I know, I know , "enjoy it , you'll be married soon and want to get rid of him." False. I LOVEEE Gregg. I'll never get tired of him. NOT EVER.
I guess I should go check up on my blog and see if it's working yet. I'd really like it if it was. Okay. I'm going now. LOVE YOUUU
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
I wish
I sincerly wish Blogger would let me creep on my own blog. I suppose if the internet worked on my computer it would let me. Alas , my computer and I are in a fight right now. A pretty serious one. I'm thinking of disowning it.
Anyways. Life is pretty insane these days. Between Gregg's love of calling me at 2am every night. ( It's secretly killing me. I know he has to work , but can he not call me like at 10 his time. or even 8 ? would it really kill him that much to not hang out with his roommates for an hour in order to talk to me before I go to bed?)
Anyways , between Gregg's schedule and my schedule i'm dying. I'm super tired alll the time. I miss the boy so I just lose sleep just so I can talk to him. I guess you do what you got to. My parents are always like why don't you go to bed earlier or don't go to sleep you'll just lose sleep tonight. Well i'm going to lose it anyways. Trust me if I could go to bed earlier I would. Since my sleep schedule got screwed up again ( I had finally gotten over my insomnia. Then I moved.) I tend to be cranky.
Like right now. Both sisters are home and being the loudest they can be and I just want to cry and yell. Instead I blog.I may or may not try and go back to sleep. Although I feel super lame for doing so. Did you know you burn more calories sleeping than watching tv ? So really , i'm exercising. Yeah. Nap.
Anyways. Life is pretty insane these days. Between Gregg's love of calling me at 2am every night. ( It's secretly killing me. I know he has to work , but can he not call me like at 10 his time. or even 8 ? would it really kill him that much to not hang out with his roommates for an hour in order to talk to me before I go to bed?)
Anyways , between Gregg's schedule and my schedule i'm dying. I'm super tired alll the time. I miss the boy so I just lose sleep just so I can talk to him. I guess you do what you got to. My parents are always like why don't you go to bed earlier or don't go to sleep you'll just lose sleep tonight. Well i'm going to lose it anyways. Trust me if I could go to bed earlier I would. Since my sleep schedule got screwed up again ( I had finally gotten over my insomnia. Then I moved.) I tend to be cranky.
Like right now. Both sisters are home and being the loudest they can be and I just want to cry and yell. Instead I blog.I may or may not try and go back to sleep. Although I feel super lame for doing so. Did you know you burn more calories sleeping than watching tv ? So really , i'm exercising. Yeah. Nap.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Wedding Season
Well. I just attended my first wedding reception of " The Season" that I know of , I have 2 more coming. I mean they'll be at the end of July , but that counts. Then i'll have 2 of my own.
Besides the point. Going to the reception tonight made me miss Gregg. I can't wait till it's OUR reception i'm attending. I miss my boy and can't wait to spend Eternity with him. It will be amazing. For now I will just be content with making this the best summer ever. Hitting up the pool every day. Since Gregg doesn't like pools , this will be my last pool year. Unless I decide to go by myself. Which is lame. C'mon. I need to talk to someone while I swim. Or float rather.
Besides the point. Going to the reception tonight made me miss Gregg. I can't wait till it's OUR reception i'm attending. I miss my boy and can't wait to spend Eternity with him. It will be amazing. For now I will just be content with making this the best summer ever. Hitting up the pool every day. Since Gregg doesn't like pools , this will be my last pool year. Unless I decide to go by myself. Which is lame. C'mon. I need to talk to someone while I swim. Or float rather.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
hahaha...ha
So. I'm totally not looking forward to the Tuesday Dr. Appt I have. That's A WHOLE other story though.
On the plus side I slept pretty much all day? I have my makeup trial run in the morning. Applying for jobs then lunch with the bestie. Speaking of Makeup , I need new stuff. I had totally forgotten why I got so lazy with doing my hair and makeup. Then on Sunday I realized it. I'm out of foundation. I can't borrow my sisters either. Mostly because i'm PALE white and they're , well, not.
I promise on ... Saturday i'll get back on the diet. I can't help that people keep feeding me crap. Okay I guess I could make my own food. I'll do better though , I promise. I've never really had problems losing weight. When I'm trying. Guess i'm just really awesome like that.
I will probably try my dress on again sometime when the Grandma(s) are here. If it doesn't fit then , after me losing weight , I will feel like the most obese kid ever. I'm pretty sure it won't be a problem though. Anyways. I need to be up early. So i'm gonna you know... vaminos.LOVE YOUUUU
On the plus side I slept pretty much all day? I have my makeup trial run in the morning. Applying for jobs then lunch with the bestie. Speaking of Makeup , I need new stuff. I had totally forgotten why I got so lazy with doing my hair and makeup. Then on Sunday I realized it. I'm out of foundation. I can't borrow my sisters either. Mostly because i'm PALE white and they're , well, not.
I promise on ... Saturday i'll get back on the diet. I can't help that people keep feeding me crap. Okay I guess I could make my own food. I'll do better though , I promise. I've never really had problems losing weight. When I'm trying. Guess i'm just really awesome like that.
I will probably try my dress on again sometime when the Grandma(s) are here. If it doesn't fit then , after me losing weight , I will feel like the most obese kid ever. I'm pretty sure it won't be a problem though. Anyways. I need to be up early. So i'm gonna you know... vaminos.LOVE YOUUUU
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
148
148 : How much I weigh after losing 2 pounds (eek)
79 : The number of days until Gregg and I get married ( again eek)
18: The date that I found out my blogger friend Sydney is preggo.
She announced it in the cutest way possible. I shall steal it one day when i'm preggo , so be on the lookout kay ? kay.
Ahhh what a great day today is ! I'm feeling great , because I can fit into my wedding dress again. I bet.I haven't tried it on okay ? Now if only I could find out whether my blogger friend at dear baby has had her little Arlo yet . That would make my week fantastic!!
79 : The number of days until Gregg and I get married ( again eek)
18: The date that I found out my blogger friend Sydney is preggo.
She announced it in the cutest way possible. I shall steal it one day when i'm preggo , so be on the lookout kay ? kay.
Ahhh what a great day today is ! I'm feeling great , because I can fit into my wedding dress again. I bet.I haven't tried it on okay ? Now if only I could find out whether my blogger friend at dear baby has had her little Arlo yet . That would make my week fantastic!!
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Sometimes
Sometimes I feel way younger than I am. I still feel 17 most days. I still look 17. Most days. Sometimes I feel older than I am though. Like today. When I feel 25. Not that I even know what 25 feels like , but I feel that how I feel would be the way a 25 year old Afton would feel. If you were able to make any sense out of that I would like to say congrats.
Gregg has a job interview today. I'm getting married in 80 days. I feel like I should be older. Someone older than me would have more of an idea of what life is all about. Someone with more experience would know how to be a good wifey. Someone who's actually lived life. Then again , I guess nobody is ever truely prepared for marriage. Or life in general.
Some people walk in the light. I've been applying for jobs and after applying basically EVERYWHERE , I can't even get an interview , Brett has a job though, Gregg will probably get this job that he has the interview for , putting him up to 2 jobs. I however can't get anything. LAME SAUCE. Gregg said that chrysallis ( his first job) would have a job for me though in August , when I move back out. Well that doesn't help me now.
I have a wedding band that I need to buy , but can't. I can't afford it. Branbury sucks , so i'm probably going to end up having to pay them for every month that i'm not there. I guess we'll find out about that in August. Depends on if they can sell my contract or not. I'm gonna go now. I think i'll go read a book
Gregg has a job interview today. I'm getting married in 80 days. I feel like I should be older. Someone older than me would have more of an idea of what life is all about. Someone with more experience would know how to be a good wifey. Someone who's actually lived life. Then again , I guess nobody is ever truely prepared for marriage. Or life in general.
Some people walk in the light. I've been applying for jobs and after applying basically EVERYWHERE , I can't even get an interview , Brett has a job though, Gregg will probably get this job that he has the interview for , putting him up to 2 jobs. I however can't get anything. LAME SAUCE. Gregg said that chrysallis ( his first job) would have a job for me though in August , when I move back out. Well that doesn't help me now.
I have a wedding band that I need to buy , but can't. I can't afford it. Branbury sucks , so i'm probably going to end up having to pay them for every month that i'm not there. I guess we'll find out about that in August. Depends on if they can sell my contract or not. I'm gonna go now. I think i'll go read a book
Monday, May 16, 2011
May 16 , 2011
TODAY has been a great day. First off I woke up and weighed myself. I did this so I could compare my weight at the end of each week and see how i'm progressing in my weight loss goals. I thought I was at like 165 or 170. I left Utah weighing 155 and I was just absolutely positive I had gained 10-15 pounds since being home. FALSE. I now weigh 150. I'm the proud loser of 5 WHOLE POUNDS!!! So we'll see if I can lose anymore. At this rate I only need to lose 28 pounds to get to my goal weight. I don't necessarly have to weigh 122 by my wedding , but it would be nice to be down to at least 135 by then.
Then I opened my listening ears and guess what ?! IT WAS RAINING. Now to those of you who have never experienced a Georgia rainstorm , I promise you they are the BEST! No thunder , no lightning , just pouring rain. It's beautiful and it is always a nice break from the Georgia summers. Which are hot and sticky. I'm now sitting in bed in a hoodie , and considering putting on socks. I'm freezing. I'm not going to shut my window though , because I just get so hot. It's been worse ( my being hot all the time) since moving from Utah. I guess my body likes cold(ish) weather now.
and finally. I got the mail from the Manti Temple today. Something i've been waiting for for a month now. OH MAN ALIVE i'm stoked. I'm getting married to my best friend in 2.5 months. I'm so excited and I can't wait to be able to spend the rest of eternity with him. 81 days Gregg. 81 days. This hasn't really seemed real to me yet. Until today that is. Today I just woke up SO EXCITED. Each day closer I get more and more excited. I'm not nervous at all. Is that bad ? Mostly i'm excited.I'm not hating being engaged either anymore. Maybe it's because i've gotten past all the hard stuff and just get to do the fun stuff now. I love it though. I'm gonna go now. Peace and Love my friends!
Then I opened my listening ears and guess what ?! IT WAS RAINING. Now to those of you who have never experienced a Georgia rainstorm , I promise you they are the BEST! No thunder , no lightning , just pouring rain. It's beautiful and it is always a nice break from the Georgia summers. Which are hot and sticky. I'm now sitting in bed in a hoodie , and considering putting on socks. I'm freezing. I'm not going to shut my window though , because I just get so hot. It's been worse ( my being hot all the time) since moving from Utah. I guess my body likes cold(ish) weather now.
and finally. I got the mail from the Manti Temple today. Something i've been waiting for for a month now. OH MAN ALIVE i'm stoked. I'm getting married to my best friend in 2.5 months. I'm so excited and I can't wait to be able to spend the rest of eternity with him. 81 days Gregg. 81 days. This hasn't really seemed real to me yet. Until today that is. Today I just woke up SO EXCITED. Each day closer I get more and more excited. I'm not nervous at all. Is that bad ? Mostly i'm excited.I'm not hating being engaged either anymore. Maybe it's because i've gotten past all the hard stuff and just get to do the fun stuff now. I love it though. I'm gonna go now. Peace and Love my friends!
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